Aug 23, 2005 23:10
Auugh theres nothing to doo~ Iv'e been drawing so thats fine..I should draw even more though, and on paper, I need a new sketch pad, drawing on paper annoys me XD I like a sketchbook I can just take away and draw on. I finaly got files for my filing cabinet so I can put all my drawings away now... or atleast my doodles, so much random crap in there XD; I need to sort through it all anyway.
My rat may be dying T_T chances are its going to, i took it to the vets And I did get some medication but one of the options was euthanising it, I really didn't want to put it down without trying everything I could for it.. I'm holding out for now, i'm going to finish off this medication i was given and see what happends, Hopefully the little guy will pull through, Hopefully; Ive noticed latley that my anxiety attacks or the large ones seem to happen once a year..or twice..depending on how well I deal with christmas. XD; I'm usually not that bad about my birthday but it crosses my mind then too..oh well I'm gunna have an attack on of these days; i can feel it rising O_x. I just hope I can get over this or if its going to get worse untill It drives me crazy. Ah well best not dwell~
Back to harvest moon, or video gaming, I ordered the sims 2 XD Ovcourse I'll taking the aging off but it should be fun~ Can't wait to get stuck into that, didn't get to play it as much as I'd have liked too, then again it'd be rude for me to have played it more then once or twice considering I was there to spend the time with nicole and brandin. I can play it now without having to worry so much about that, And I cant WAIT to see how it runs on my pc *___* its gunna be beautifull~~<3