before-after
When I was getting ready, as always, when knowing that this particular one has no chances to work out, was still hoping for a miracle. Nevermind that two years ago I have already erased this guy out of my list- may be some kind of intrinsic intuition. But then a thought in a back of my mind that if we were different people in a different situation with the same appearances as now, it could have been love, never left me. This is how a real beauty may influence people...
So when he called me two weeks ago on my birthday to wish me happiness and "love, lots of it" and to say I am the most beautiful girl he ever knew, I just refused to listen to my intuition once more. I just didn't pay attention to it. Why don't fairy tales happen in life too? Why not?
I let myself think I am a Goldylocks...OOpps. Have never been her..
So its my own fault. He even did not say that I look great. Sure, after you look at him,you won't able to say about Brad Pitt - he is cute..Ha! He is nothing! Can you imagine going out with a guy who is more beautiful then you are? Right-Terrible.
So we went to the movies. Oh my. They could not not to put in lovescences in the very beginning of the film, so that I would wonder what was my date thinking, and wonder if he is a virgin at all(!)(a very strange and frightening thought, I might say).
But as I was half asleep, my feelings of shame had no chance of worrying me too much and making me even more confused then I was.When you are that much tired - your body simply stops reacting to the situation in a regular way.
So when he called me two weeks ago on my birthday to wish me happiness and "love, lots of it" and to say I am the most beautiful girl he ever knew, I just refused to listen to my intuition once more. I just didn't pay attention to it. Why don't fairy tales happen in life too? Why not?
I let myself think I am a Goldylocks...OOpps. Have never been her..
So its my own fault. He even did not say that I look great. Sure, after you look at him,you won't able to say about Brad Pitt - he is cute..Ha! He is nothing! Can you imagine going out with a guy who is more beautiful then you are? Right-Terrible.
So we went to the movies. Oh my. They could not not to put in lovescences in the very beginning of the film, so that I would wonder what was my date thinking, and wonder if he is a virgin at all(!)(a very strange and frightening thought, I might say).
But as I was half asleep, my feelings of shame had no chance of worrying me too much and making me even more confused then I was.When you are that much tired - your body simply stops reacting to the situation in a regular way.