FRIENDS ONLY - This Is Why
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This Is Why By Tara
I keep trying to fight back the tears
From all the years of pain
No matter how hard I try
Everythings the same
Fighting to stay afloat
When I'll I do is drown
Screaming, "Help me someone!"
Though no one is around
Wasn't I there in your sorrows
To cure your every woe
You don't even think about me once
Already have let me go
Alone I cry some more
Wanting it all to end
Can't hurt myself to cease this madness
Just deeper it sinks in
No letters or calls
Were they ever really friends?
So busy with your shiny lives
While I can barely thrive
Don't even dare shed a tear
When I am no longer alive
Mind spilting torment
This is my life
Alone without anyone by my side
Couldn't except someone to love me now
For that person would have to care
Surpass any selfish needs
Someone of pure heart indeed
Hold me and tell me, "Baby, you will be ok."
"I'll be right here for you and not go away."
My eyes go open and it's all a dream
For it's too wonderful
No longer I can believe
Anything good
Could happen for me
No pity is needed
Don't think too much about it
You don't really care
That's why I want you to feel like shit
I feel like that all the time
Wondering why I bother
Have you done anything to make me think other?
Just know if you were in the same spot
I'd be there for you
I might be the "Broken Girl"
Though my heart is true