Hello
and as usual this is another delayed update, and yes obviously sooo much has happened, I broke up with my bf... lol I think I posted that already, I now have 3 secret admirers who call me frequently, lol I used to get confused about who was who, and even though I'm not interested in any of them since I don't know them it's nice to have them around...
Since we're on the romantic subject one of my friends told me he was in love with me, wasn't pretty really, I wonder if anyone actually reads this ... I feel as if I should update anyway, I'm on exams week which means I should be studying right now but I don't feel like it... gosh I feel as If I'm loosing my identity, honestly I don't know how is it now more than ever; there are actually guys putting their eyes on me... I.just.dont.know... I feel as If I was going through high school all over again and the worst thing is; that not even in high school was I so insecure.... I feel old, I act childishly... I laugh at jokes and with people that I really wouldn't hang around if given a chance, that makes me feel soooooooo stupid sometimes ... I miss my ex, but not as my bf just the friendship I had with him, It's gonna be hard to build all that trust again, and what's funny is that none of the guys that are after me are truly aware of who, or how I am... and how much they don't know me... I even think it's just this ... thing that has become cool nowadays….
well that’s it for now I have to study after all
Di