1. Who are you? Curtis. Douglas Auterson, Curtis. 2. Are we friends? Well, we both know one another, and have had a friendly relation during our knowing of the other, so probably that means yeah. 3. When and how did we meet? Shea introduced me to you in Game Stop. We went to Deming Park, apparently 'the new Deming Park' then, which was.. Fuckin' crazy. Damn spinny things, and crazy sex machines. :;sighs;: 4. How have I affected you? More strongly than I would have thought, then even more than I'd imagined, and then I was touched that I meant enough to provide a sort of comfort when I did. You probably get this, since you were there, so then this marks the end of the answer. 5. What do you think of me? More than I can put into one single coherent thought. 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? Yeah, I'm gonna go with thinking when you drove me home from somewhere in North TH, and were talking about TJ. I was glad I could be there, but other than that I guess I haven't done much anything good enough to feel special or to form any other more fond sorts of memories. 7. How long do you think we will be friends? I try to just not think of future lengths. 8. Do you love me? There could be love, in some sort of form, as yet undeveloped. Love's too damn tricky. Can't pinpoint every different form of it in just one way of saying something. 9. Do you have a crush on me? I don't think so, crushes seem too.. something from the past to be able to think of myself as still having them. 10. Would you kiss me? Yeah 11. Would you hug me? Wouldn't that come first? And then again, since I have, then Yes and yes it did. 12. Physically, what stands out? I'm thinking your hair, but it's been too long for me to know anymore. But hair, it's something I'm for. 13. Emotionally, what stands out? Hurt. 14. Do you wish I was cooler? Pretty sure not. 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 7 1/2, 8.5? Once again, I'd also have to see you again anyway, you couldn't take my word for it. (Oh, I know a way of saying it, but it has nothing to do with numbers. Hot to me, and in my opinion that's hot enough) 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Bunny. They look cute and cuddly and all, and surprise you with their personalities. Not to mention, I still don't think I know anything about rabbits..... They're inside themselves, and it's kind of hard to understand how much is inside themselves, but you know there's a lot of it in there and that it may never even all come out. 17. Am I loveable? I would think so, or would have agreed back in the time we actually talked more frequently. Though there never was a time we did a whole whole lot of talking anyhow.
(Curtis, finishing this part of it again) 18. How long have you known me? Long enough to know it's not been long enough yet. 19. Describe me in one word. More. As in, I need more time to figure it out, I need more words to even be able to tell, I need more understanding before I can even tell whether or not I know... And there's still probably more than all of that can tell. 20. What was your first impression? Holy shit, is this person really this real? As in, I couldn't really tell if you could be all I'd think you would be able to turn out to be. I think you were all of that, though.. are still. 21. Do you still think that way about me now? Yes, but it's actually no. No, because you turned out even more real that I would have imagined. Turned out to be a real I'm sure only you can tell; turned out to be much something like me. Something that nobody will ever be able to get, much more than anything can even guess would ever have been there... But it is all there, even though it doesn't matter now. Now it's just You, who you are, and what made all of that isn't really anything special anymore. It's just all there, and what you are now is the part you can really tell is real. 22. What do you think my weakness is? That you think you have one? I could say more, but basically all it sums up to is "You probably have no real weakness. Maybe you think you do, but even more maybe it's probably only because you'd think there's one there that can make you feel as though it is." 23. Do you think I'll get married? Probably. Sure. Most everyone gets married; If you want it, I do not doubt you'll find it sometime. 24. What makes me happy? I don't know what all, by way of material things, could be said here, but what I would think more deeply would be "Being happy in itself." Just the feeling of being happy is better than anything trying to make you so. Or, could I be wrong? I'd like to know... 25. What makes me sad? I can't say. I may have had something the first time, but even if I did it probably wasn't right. I don't know. Life fucks up a lot; That's enough to make anybody sad when it's happening to them, but what exactly? I don't know. 26. What reminds you of me? Nothing does? Surely you're not that mysterious? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? The answer I gave you the first time I was doing this. 28. How well do you know me? So much of me thinks I don't know much of anything about you that the rest of me is convinced I can't be right. Do I know you? Is there more to find out? Most of all, will you tell me what there is? 29. When's the last time you saw me? You and Jon came over. He punched me in the head, and different colors happened. Fun different colors, for the few seconds they exploded and then were fading. Oh, yeah, plus you were wearing leather. Damn. 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Nop. 31. Do you think I could kill someone? I'm gonna think so. I don't know who you're killing, or why, but there are people who deserve to die. It's as true as that there are people who don't deserve it. Whoever's going to kill them, it doesn't really matter. 32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? Pff, Livejournal. Fuck livejournal. But my xanga, yeah.
Hey, all I ever speak is the truth. Or at least, the truth through the eyes of me, and if anyone disagrees with what I've ever said, my opinions are of my own. Thank you for thinking anything I say or do is beautiful, and considering that what you're specifically mentioning is probably something about you, You deserve it. You have my word on that. As well, you're welcome. -Curtis
2. Are we friends? Well, we both know one another, and have had a friendly relation during our knowing of the other, so probably that means yeah.
3. When and how did we meet? Shea introduced me to you in Game Stop. We went to Deming Park, apparently 'the new Deming Park' then, which was.. Fuckin' crazy. Damn spinny things, and crazy sex machines. :;sighs;:
4. How have I affected you? More strongly than I would have thought, then even more than I'd imagined, and then I was touched that I meant enough to provide a sort of comfort when I did. You probably get this, since you were there, so then this marks the end of the answer.
5. What do you think of me? More than I can put into one single coherent thought.
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? Yeah, I'm gonna go with thinking when you drove me home from somewhere in North TH, and were talking about TJ. I was glad I could be there, but other than that I guess I haven't done much anything good enough to feel special or to form any other more fond sorts of memories.
7. How long do you think we will be friends? I try to just not think of future lengths.
8. Do you love me? There could be love, in some sort of form, as yet undeveloped. Love's too damn tricky. Can't pinpoint every different form of it in just one way of saying something.
9. Do you have a crush on me? I don't think so, crushes seem too.. something from the past to be able to think of myself as still having them.
10. Would you kiss me? Yeah
11. Would you hug me? Wouldn't that come first? And then again, since I have, then Yes and yes it did.
12. Physically, what stands out? I'm thinking your hair, but it's been too long for me to know anymore. But hair, it's something I'm for.
13. Emotionally, what stands out? Hurt.
14. Do you wish I was cooler? Pretty sure not.
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 7 1/2, 8.5? Once again, I'd also have to see you again anyway, you couldn't take my word for it. (Oh, I know a way of saying it, but it has nothing to do with numbers. Hot to me, and in my opinion that's hot enough)
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Bunny. They look cute and cuddly and all, and surprise you with their personalities. Not to mention, I still don't think I know anything about rabbits..... They're inside themselves, and it's kind of hard to understand how much is inside themselves, but you know there's a lot of it in there and that it may never even all come out.
17. Am I loveable? I would think so, or would have agreed back in the time we actually talked more frequently. Though there never was a time we did a whole whole lot of talking anyhow.
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18. How long have you known me? Long enough to know it's not been long enough yet.
19. Describe me in one word. More. As in, I need more time to figure it out, I need more words to even be able to tell, I need more understanding before I can even tell whether or not I know... And there's still probably more than all of that can tell.
20. What was your first impression? Holy shit, is this person really this real? As in, I couldn't really tell if you could be all I'd think you would be able to turn out to be. I think you were all of that, though.. are still.
21. Do you still think that way about me now? Yes, but it's actually no. No, because you turned out even more real that I would have imagined. Turned out to be a real I'm sure only you can tell; turned out to be much something like me. Something that nobody will ever be able to get, much more than anything can even guess would ever have been there... But it is all there, even though it doesn't matter now. Now it's just You, who you are, and what made all of that isn't really anything special anymore. It's just all there, and what you are now is the part you can really tell is real.
22. What do you think my weakness is? That you think you have one? I could say more, but basically all it sums up to is "You probably have no real weakness. Maybe you think you do, but even more maybe it's probably only because you'd think there's one there that can make you feel as though it is."
23. Do you think I'll get married? Probably. Sure. Most everyone gets married; If you want it, I do not doubt you'll find it sometime.
24. What makes me happy? I don't know what all, by way of material things, could be said here, but what I would think more deeply would be "Being happy in itself." Just the feeling of being happy is better than anything trying to make you so. Or, could I be wrong? I'd like to know...
25. What makes me sad? I can't say. I may have had something the first time, but even if I did it probably wasn't right. I don't know. Life fucks up a lot; That's enough to make anybody sad when it's happening to them, but what exactly? I don't know.
26. What reminds you of me? Nothing does? Surely you're not that mysterious?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be? The answer I gave you the first time I was doing this.
28. How well do you know me? So much of me thinks I don't know much of anything about you that the rest of me is convinced I can't be right. Do I know you? Is there more to find out? Most of all, will you tell me what there is?
29. When's the last time you saw me? You and Jon came over. He punched me in the head, and different colors happened. Fun different colors, for the few seconds they exploded and then were fading. Oh, yeah, plus you were wearing leather. Damn.
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Nop.
31. Do you think I could kill someone? I'm gonna think so. I don't know who you're killing, or why, but there are people who deserve to die. It's as true as that there are people who don't deserve it. Whoever's going to kill them, it doesn't really matter.
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? Pff, Livejournal. Fuck livejournal. But my xanga, yeah.
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As well, you're welcome.
-Curtis
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