Suicide Girls

[dhyvd]

?... Girls...!

Beautiful Girls...
I pay you in attention,
but I get
my money's worth.

You take my
attention to the bank,
and give me interest
and thanks.

Your body is so
delicious to my eyes,
when I close my lids,
I have to fantasize

Of you and me
your legs dividing
me inside-ing
and having a great time;

But then I get a call,
you choose death
after all,
and the lid that closes is your coffin's.

I don't feel any guilt,
but I think it is ill
how your only true desire
was to make your own heart still.

Beautiful Girls,
but no heart within,
Just conflict with your mother,
your creativity locked within a dungeon of despair.

Another night comes,
and I remember you when
I cum, again and again,
alone or with friends;

You are locked into my mind,
but not because you haunt me;
I think of you a lot,
but not because I miss you:

I see you every day,
on the TV, on the covers
of the magazine; or should I say,
catalog-s and showcases...

I see you on campus,
I see you all over town,
I see your soul, or lack thereof,
In all the faces

Of the Beautiful Girls
Yet So Empty In-Side
Those Beautiful Girls
Men Love to Take for a Ride.

I Pay You In Attention,
You take it to the bank,
I Keep My Strength
but Accept your Thanks.

Dunno if this is any good... had a terrible headache most of the day... felt imaginative but not creative (too mind-heavy)... may need to go out, or may need to sleep... I vote "sleep", or at least, meditate.

I'll catch up with my emails tomorrow... Enjoy Everything, and eat a lot of fish: it fights fatigue, loss of strength in limbs, and the 'flu. All in one.

Unless it's full of mercury, but then you'll die so fast that it wouldn't matter.