Wow, I didn't melt....
So, I went outside today... like, during the day... in fact, I was walking in the brilliantly hot sun for a large portion of the day. Now, this is significant because I was quasi-nocturnal, remember?
Glad to say, I didn't melt.
I left my cellphone at home, although I'm not at all sure why I did that... the excuse was that it needed charging, but I think that being unreachable made me feel like I was walking around shamelessly nude, or something... not that anyone calls me, anyhow.... but since my camera is really the mandatory cellphone-cam, I couldn't take any pictures... so words will have to do.
My barber was closed, so I went and did other things first (I had a plan of stuff to do! I feel so organized!), then I came back and sat around waiting my turn. Despite being one of the first customers, I ended up going 3rd or 4th... I actually fell asleep, since I've been sleeping just about every-other night lately, and the last time I actually went to sleep was prob. Wednesday night.
For me, this is actually close to natural (I've always been an erratic sleeper, as long as I can remember) so I don't really worry much about it for now... I spent most of the time thinking and writing about major stuff, and some time in between that reading manga. So either way you look at it, it was win-win.
Wait, I haven't "always" been an "erratic" sleeper, but I have always had a lot of "mental energy" which helps to tempt me out of sleeping very much... but lately I've been seeing that it is mostly compressed or repressed information, so I've been unpacking and tossing most of it... at first, I tried processing it, but then I realized that it is more important to dissolve it... you don't try to understand cancer so much as you try to restore health to the region affected, and exile the "bad" cells.
I did a lot of walking. Like, "Bring A Tent" walking. The kind that shoes and socks, used in tandem, are made for. Unfortunately, my sneakers are looking a bit sad that I keep using them... they're some weird Nikes from argentina or something (I have mild connections), so they look nice and feel great but are more meant for show than actual use... but I abused all of my other pairs into oblivion, and slippers aren't made for outdoor use (the "slip" should be a hint), in manly honest opinion of mine.
However, all of that got me stationery and other important stuff... so now I am free to stare at the paper I've amassed and wonder wtf I was thinking, I mean, I clearly prefer to type and haven't written anything on paper in a while.
Oops, I forgot, I have penpals to write to... O_o.
Well, since I'm making decisions, and being active, I'm no longer demonstrating the charteristics of depression (hurray, me!)... and ... oh, there were slightly less boring slice of life moments, I guess, but right now, I'm gonna stop writing here and go sniff my new stationery (just like a new car, new stationery smells wonderful).
P.S. acting like a young brat is sorta fun sometimes :P~.
Glad to say, I didn't melt.
I left my cellphone at home, although I'm not at all sure why I did that... the excuse was that it needed charging, but I think that being unreachable made me feel like I was walking around shamelessly nude, or something... not that anyone calls me, anyhow.... but since my camera is really the mandatory cellphone-cam, I couldn't take any pictures... so words will have to do.
My barber was closed, so I went and did other things first (I had a plan of stuff to do! I feel so organized!), then I came back and sat around waiting my turn. Despite being one of the first customers, I ended up going 3rd or 4th... I actually fell asleep, since I've been sleeping just about every-other night lately, and the last time I actually went to sleep was prob. Wednesday night.
For me, this is actually close to natural (I've always been an erratic sleeper, as long as I can remember) so I don't really worry much about it for now... I spent most of the time thinking and writing about major stuff, and some time in between that reading manga. So either way you look at it, it was win-win.
Wait, I haven't "always" been an "erratic" sleeper, but I have always had a lot of "mental energy" which helps to tempt me out of sleeping very much... but lately I've been seeing that it is mostly compressed or repressed information, so I've been unpacking and tossing most of it... at first, I tried processing it, but then I realized that it is more important to dissolve it... you don't try to understand cancer so much as you try to restore health to the region affected, and exile the "bad" cells.
I did a lot of walking. Like, "Bring A Tent" walking. The kind that shoes and socks, used in tandem, are made for. Unfortunately, my sneakers are looking a bit sad that I keep using them... they're some weird Nikes from argentina or something (I have mild connections), so they look nice and feel great but are more meant for show than actual use... but I abused all of my other pairs into oblivion, and slippers aren't made for outdoor use (the "slip" should be a hint), in manly honest opinion of mine.
However, all of that got me stationery and other important stuff... so now I am free to stare at the paper I've amassed and wonder wtf I was thinking, I mean, I clearly prefer to type and haven't written anything on paper in a while.
Oops, I forgot, I have penpals to write to... O_o.
Well, since I'm making decisions, and being active, I'm no longer demonstrating the charteristics of depression (hurray, me!)... and ... oh, there were slightly less boring slice of life moments, I guess, but right now, I'm gonna stop writing here and go sniff my new stationery (just like a new car, new stationery smells wonderful).
P.S. acting like a young brat is sorta fun sometimes :P~.