Chance - You should Look for it, not just wait.
Taking chance is something that you can't easily do. I learn that today. you can't wait until the 'chance' come and approach you. that's no way you could get it. the only way to take that chance is by chasing it.
Casing Chance.
I need to. Because now., Suddenly, I felt like all my opportunity to get any scholarship in college begin to disappear. all my dream to become a scholarship student as if never come true.
a dream is just a dream for me.
to be honest, sometimes I feel jealous with my friends who got the 'chances' easily. like those who got accepted in public university, those who gain scholarship, and those who have the super perfect plan for their future. I always wondered, how can't I be like that? even just for make a decision about my future, Why Can't I ?
and then now, i have to face the choice I've made before. A choice that 'accidentally' I took because of my un-capability to think wise by make a right decision about my life. A choice that point me to a new dream that maybe can't I fulfill now.
I just want to live my life as good as I can. I just don't want to be a burden to my family. I just want to make all my family proud of me.
I need to show some effort, I need to work harder. just to fulfill those dream.
I just want to fulfill that, that's all.