i've topped myself with this one....
okay so today i thought that i was gonna talk to brandon, but oh no he's pissed at me becuz he tried to call me alot after we broke up and then i didn't answer becuz my freakin phone was turned off, but he left me a voicemail which i checked at like 10 at night so i couldn't call him bak and then he tried calling me on tuesday but i was sleeping all that day, and so i again didn't see that he called until like 10 at night, so he said that he douesn't want to talk to me now and that he's pissed at me... i almost went to the freakin hospital becuz i was so sick... and i wasn't at school thursday, friday, and tuesday.. and i tried to call him today after school which he knew that i was gonna do and he won't pick up the phone to even explain myself... but i'm the one who is being selfish...fuck that!!! i still really care about him and i don't want us to be over with becuz i'm not ready to let go!! and i can't even tell him any of this becuz he won't freakin talk to me!! and i'm on this medicine and i can't freakin concentrate at school and the nine weeks is almost over and i have so many things to do...grrrr... why can't things just go right for me?? well i'm done bitchin' so plzzz leave me a comment to make me feel better pllzzzz... pCe out! kailie i want some freakin cake!!TINA!!