woo...thats long...
My computer is so screwed up right now...it wont let me ctrl-c (copy) anything...i have to right click it...and then sumtimes it wont let me dont that either! grr...then it keeps on closing my windows! its getting frustrating...it wouldnt let me put a Lj cut on my last entry...(sorry its so long). Now its messing up all the dates on my entries...*sigh* great...
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If i stay quiet and keep to myself, would it detroy me and my dreams? Would speaking my thoughts and stay more active, would that help me learn more in life?...i cant figure this out.
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Aj your being an Ass hole about this whole thing going on with Goji, Sam, and Andy....Just leave them alone its their own decision about their OWN friends and life...you shouldnt try to change them...how would you like for someone to try to change you?...This whole "Plan" thing is very stupid in my opinion and then you say stuff like "i dont care about my friends because they...." just crap...What about friends that care about you?? you might not see it...but your ruining your own senior year...and now its almost over. Looks like you got your wish.
Just remeber if you mess with my friends, like putting them down...you'll have to mess with me too. Marcus has already been a complete Ass in my life and now i don't mind messing with you either. Im not going to see people in my family ruin other peoples lives...ecspcially my friends! You and Marcus dont think about other people at all, do you?
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I finished my biology exam yesturday...yay! i got a freakin' 77% on it. :( and today i went ahead and finished the rest of my geography...there wasnt much so i did the two days left in the book....So now all i have left is My latin vacab thingy and my english report...which is hard but im trying! im hoping to be done with EVERYTHING by this friday...atleast before my birthday....thats my b-day present for myself :D
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I think im deciding not to have a birthday party thing this weekend...not even next weekend....alot of people cant come...and they are the people i want to come the most...so it seems pointless....So i guess itll just be the family tadition at Hard Rock Cafe for dinner...and i already know what im getting for my b-day...not that camera that i wanted but something else that i like...so i dont really care. All i want is to be 15...To feel older...have people actually listen to me and not think "your too young to understand" crap...so yeah. I have always wanted a Surprise birthday party...i dont think i will ever get one though...
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im seriously going to miss everyone here in Japan...Natsumi and Saori are the people ill miss the MOST ever...Saori was my first and my only friend in this neighborhood and it now my Best friend EVER. And Natsumi you were my first and best friend in School...even though we had fights and disbeliefs at time... but we had a hell of a time getting in trouble and having so much fun!! You are the best ever!! Goji im going to miss you and your shyness...Your a great friend and you actually listenen to me! our just so great. Dong Sun...I never really knew you but from what i know you a funny guy and understanding about some things. Kenny!! ill miss you man....You've changed so much since i was in school...I know how hard it is to lose all of your close friends. Good luck on it and finding new friends, i dont think youll have a problem at all!! Hnnah and Sammy!!...omg will i miss you guys SO much...i feel like i've know you forever vs. only a year.
those are the people i know might read this....but ill miss everyone, HELL YEAH I WILL!! im going to have to star all over...with only one friend or two friends that i know in the new school...but i know that they arent as enthusiastic as you guys!! i can always be my trueseld aroudn you guys...Ill miss all of it big time...
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ok this is long....but lst night i couldnt sleep because i had so much on my mind...and my freakin' leg was hurting so bad...finally i took an advil this morning that has helped it :S
OMG i just looked outside!! theres NO clouds!!! WOOHooo! there were so many clouds this morning...and all last week...lol. Maybe itll stay clear till tonight so i can see some stars ;) maybe, hoepfully.
welll im going to go...ill do something usefull...lol like go watch the rental movie a got yeturday >-O isnt that REAL productive?? damn im real lazy...lol.
<3
dust.
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If i stay quiet and keep to myself, would it detroy me and my dreams? Would speaking my thoughts and stay more active, would that help me learn more in life?...i cant figure this out.
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Aj your being an Ass hole about this whole thing going on with Goji, Sam, and Andy....Just leave them alone its their own decision about their OWN friends and life...you shouldnt try to change them...how would you like for someone to try to change you?...This whole "Plan" thing is very stupid in my opinion and then you say stuff like "i dont care about my friends because they...." just crap...What about friends that care about you?? you might not see it...but your ruining your own senior year...and now its almost over. Looks like you got your wish.
Just remeber if you mess with my friends, like putting them down...you'll have to mess with me too. Marcus has already been a complete Ass in my life and now i don't mind messing with you either. Im not going to see people in my family ruin other peoples lives...ecspcially my friends! You and Marcus dont think about other people at all, do you?
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I finished my biology exam yesturday...yay! i got a freakin' 77% on it. :( and today i went ahead and finished the rest of my geography...there wasnt much so i did the two days left in the book....So now all i have left is My latin vacab thingy and my english report...which is hard but im trying! im hoping to be done with EVERYTHING by this friday...atleast before my birthday....thats my b-day present for myself :D
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I think im deciding not to have a birthday party thing this weekend...not even next weekend....alot of people cant come...and they are the people i want to come the most...so it seems pointless....So i guess itll just be the family tadition at Hard Rock Cafe for dinner...and i already know what im getting for my b-day...not that camera that i wanted but something else that i like...so i dont really care. All i want is to be 15...To feel older...have people actually listen to me and not think "your too young to understand" crap...so yeah. I have always wanted a Surprise birthday party...i dont think i will ever get one though...
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im seriously going to miss everyone here in Japan...Natsumi and Saori are the people ill miss the MOST ever...Saori was my first and my only friend in this neighborhood and it now my Best friend EVER. And Natsumi you were my first and best friend in School...even though we had fights and disbeliefs at time... but we had a hell of a time getting in trouble and having so much fun!! You are the best ever!! Goji im going to miss you and your shyness...Your a great friend and you actually listenen to me! our just so great. Dong Sun...I never really knew you but from what i know you a funny guy and understanding about some things. Kenny!! ill miss you man....You've changed so much since i was in school...I know how hard it is to lose all of your close friends. Good luck on it and finding new friends, i dont think youll have a problem at all!! Hnnah and Sammy!!...omg will i miss you guys SO much...i feel like i've know you forever vs. only a year.
those are the people i know might read this....but ill miss everyone, HELL YEAH I WILL!! im going to have to star all over...with only one friend or two friends that i know in the new school...but i know that they arent as enthusiastic as you guys!! i can always be my trueseld aroudn you guys...Ill miss all of it big time...
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ok this is long....but lst night i couldnt sleep because i had so much on my mind...and my freakin' leg was hurting so bad...finally i took an advil this morning that has helped it :S
OMG i just looked outside!! theres NO clouds!!! WOOHooo! there were so many clouds this morning...and all last week...lol. Maybe itll stay clear till tonight so i can see some stars ;) maybe, hoepfully.
welll im going to go...ill do something usefull...lol like go watch the rental movie a got yeturday >-O isnt that REAL productive?? damn im real lazy...lol.
<3
dust.