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[dholbert89]

yeah so i am at work now
lately my life has been really good
i have been spending a lot of time with oscar and stuff now
i enjoy his company, he makes me feel all good and stuff
fri was pretty fun too
some of you know what i mean
first time i have done that stuff in a really long time
so yeah, i think sometime soon
mabey this week
i am going to talk to the kidd, and ask him out.
this will be a first for me as usually with the others it was more like:

We hang out
talk a lot on aim
get to know each other
ask "are we dating, in a relationship, or just friends with benifits.
we make up our mind as to what we are
then that is what we are

so yeah, it will be interesting
the only thing i wonder is how much he is interested in me
and how much he is in that kid christian
he just likes him cause he has a big penis and hot muscles
well, i guess i cant blame him. haha
the kid asked him to do something on fri
and then he wrote something like, and if we do good we are dating
so pretty much if the kid likes him, then they will just date
so yeah, i dont want to seem like a greedy person
but i guess that i need to get to him first. lol
i just dont want him to think that i am doing this because someone else is interested in him, and i am doing just to have him all to myself
i have just been interested in him longer
so i guess it is now or never