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OMFG DOOD, i am so sick of my fucking friends. You all fucking suck. This drama shit is fucking retarded. OMFG X A BILLION. holly shit, i am so fucking pissed and sick and tired of people that i cant even fucking say anything but cus. ok now this is going to be a pretty mother fucking edgey post cause i might make some people not talk to me, but w.e. The less fucking drama the better. ok to start......
I could not say any names, but you know who the fuck you are and so w.e. i dont care if you know.
Ok lets start with SAMantha. Now we were close friends......before the summer. things were fine and dandy. Now this year comes and everything is fucking backwards now. i dont care if you dont think you lie, you do. i dont care if you mean it or not, you do. if you mean it you have some problems, if you dont them you still have problems. its shit, i have caught you in lies before so i know it for a fact, and other people i have talked to have said the same shit. now you want to be an ass with oscar cause he didnt tell you that he doesnt trust you. get over it, he probobly didnt so that way you wouldnt act the way you do, and get your feelings hurt. then when he goes to explain to you what happened, and that he was sorry you want to go back in and say a whole bunch of fucking shit and make a list of what has happened to you and shit. WHO GIVES A FUCK. you dont go and say o yeah well you think you have problems, and then list your problems. he is appologizing to you, say ok i understand how you feel. But i know that is you sam, you listen to people and be like, you think you have it bad, well listen to my problems with life. i mean oscar say to see it from his view, and then says sorry and you reply and say "See it from my view. Ive been there, and am still there." Of course i dont have direction powers when i am in a hurry. But i sure can get you where you want and need to go just fine. I get you were you need to go as fast as i can. i am sorrry that i dumped you at the movie theator there, but when i said i was you didnt say anything negative, and then you want to go an complain about it later. too fucking bad, o well. i guess getting you tongue pierced, without having id, AND getting 5 dollars off wasnt enough. i know parents arent as leniant as mine, but i cant do anything about that. i know my mom lets me get away with pretty much everything. Most of the shit you complain about isnt that big of a deal, you just make it that way. you can turn a mole hill into a mountain. And what is the deal with you getting a referral for standing up to collins. where is the referral, and least you didnt get suspended. But thats ok, just go on living you "numb" and "pointless" life. If you wanted it to be better you could make it, so it must not be too bad.
Now for the next subject. Oscar. This isnt going to be like a sam so dont get worried or anything. I know that the person you were talking about in your journal was me. atleast it better have been, and not someone lieing to me again. if it is then listen, if not then disregard this, but still listen so that way you will just know what the deal is. ok. so if you like me again or w.e ever that is fine. i just want to let you know that of this point, i really dont have anymore interests in you. i mean, you are nice and sweet and all, but are just too shy of me, i want someone who will be confident and not shy away when i try to get close to you or anything. pretty much bottom line is that i dont like you anymore. and even though that sam said she talked to me, and told you that i never lost my feelings for you either, it was pretty much a lie. Cause i have and did. I mean to tell you the truth i never really did have like strong feelings for you, i just wanted a b.f for the summer, and you were really sweet and shit, and i thought i was interested, specially cause i didnt know the way you really were when it comes to relation with any contact or anything. i almost dought your gayness, cause of how you are, and you the way you act. it seems like it could be more of a faze. i mean you usually dont date a chic for like 11 months, be it for what ever reasons, and then are gay. i mean seriously. so w.e, i just want to let you know. you can pretty much give up on my haveing any kind of relationship with you. i mean, if you want some sex of something that would be nice, not saying that you are good for just that, i just want some and who ever will give it is pretty much good for me.
Ashlee, yes ashlee, and no this isnt anything negative. so listen here missy. haha. I am so happy that we are spending time together. its great, and it is making kat jealous too or w.e and making everyone else jealous too, so that is good too. hah. but it has been so much fun hanging out with you for like fucking 5 days straight and tomorrow will be the 6th. i am going to try to hang out with you everyday for the rest of the 13 days till you move. even then i will probobly go out there with you when you do finally move, if i can, and you will let me. you are like me most awesomest friend ever. i mean, i tell you everything now, and it is great, and you tell me shit, and that is good too. i mean to be your bbbff out of all of your friends, is pretty fucking awesome. i mean, it is amazing how we act around each other and how we treat each other. and i love how we just fucking laugh all the time when we are together and that i can make you laugh. i mean when i pick you up you are like pissed off looking, and then as soon as you get in the car you are like OMG! haha. And i thank you SO MUCH for paying to get my car washed, and to buy something else, i cant remember what else you gave me money for. o i know, Steak and Shake. So yeah it is pretty awesome how close we are getting again. it really sucks that you had to go to seminole cause crooms is so boring. O and i am def going to have to meet your other bff. specially if he goes the same way i do. haha. yeah, that would be pretty awesome, ashlee's 2 bff's getting together haha, wowo, um yeah. so i cant wait to get you tomorrow, and find out what adventuress we will have again. haha. and o man, sun night was fucking kick ass. "Were you getting fresh?" lmFao. that was like great too. and the like 6 inch hole my 6inch wide tires dug out. hahaha. so yeah, it is pretty much fuckin awesome, and if i had more room at my Dump Trailer, and could work everything out, you would definatly be living with me so you wouldnt have to live in Hicksville, Population = 25 people, haha.
Crooms, sucks a big fucking penis. Collins is so fucking dumb. Lambert needs to get a life, and razor, and stop being so racist. This on ie for jordan "Look at the fucking monkeys!!! Who opened the cage!?!?! if you slay the leader, they will all fall!!" haha im glad only he will know what i am talking about, and ashlee too.
I should be getting my ipod sometime next week, i cant wait. it is going to be kick fucking ass. My grandpa is selling my car and i am going to get a bigger and faster car, which is kick fucking ass too. i cant wait, i am going to put a fucking Kick Ass system in my next car. it will shake so bad it will make the car go side ways. Black people and wiggers systems wont have fucking shit on me.
For those of you who get offended by what i said, might say, and have said, i will say this...i dont care, get over it, if you dont like it then find someone else to be friends with. i have no time for complainers and assholes who think they are better than everyone else, that wants to complain about how bad there lifes are and not care about what others problems are, and people who suck at life and are mad cause they suck, everyone else rocks, and are stuck being a suck ass.
I love how kidds now a days think that they are Anti-God, or Anti-Christian, or Atheist. You are stupid, you are not Anti-anything, or Atheist, there is no such thing as a religion. Get over the fuck over it. Everyone thinks they are Anti-Religious and/or Anti-Religion, yet you join a religion that is against God or a God, there for you ARE in a religion, so there for it defeats the whole purpose of being Anti-Religio..... If you really want to be in a religion, then get the facts before you fucking say you are something.
This is a pretty good site for some info.
This is a pretty good site Too. I would def recomend you read this one before you continue going on with life.
I could not say any names, but you know who the fuck you are and so w.e. i dont care if you know.
Ok lets start with SAMantha. Now we were close friends......before the summer. things were fine and dandy. Now this year comes and everything is fucking backwards now. i dont care if you dont think you lie, you do. i dont care if you mean it or not, you do. if you mean it you have some problems, if you dont them you still have problems. its shit, i have caught you in lies before so i know it for a fact, and other people i have talked to have said the same shit. now you want to be an ass with oscar cause he didnt tell you that he doesnt trust you. get over it, he probobly didnt so that way you wouldnt act the way you do, and get your feelings hurt. then when he goes to explain to you what happened, and that he was sorry you want to go back in and say a whole bunch of fucking shit and make a list of what has happened to you and shit. WHO GIVES A FUCK. you dont go and say o yeah well you think you have problems, and then list your problems. he is appologizing to you, say ok i understand how you feel. But i know that is you sam, you listen to people and be like, you think you have it bad, well listen to my problems with life. i mean oscar say to see it from his view, and then says sorry and you reply and say "See it from my view. Ive been there, and am still there." Of course i dont have direction powers when i am in a hurry. But i sure can get you where you want and need to go just fine. I get you were you need to go as fast as i can. i am sorrry that i dumped you at the movie theator there, but when i said i was you didnt say anything negative, and then you want to go an complain about it later. too fucking bad, o well. i guess getting you tongue pierced, without having id, AND getting 5 dollars off wasnt enough. i know parents arent as leniant as mine, but i cant do anything about that. i know my mom lets me get away with pretty much everything. Most of the shit you complain about isnt that big of a deal, you just make it that way. you can turn a mole hill into a mountain. And what is the deal with you getting a referral for standing up to collins. where is the referral, and least you didnt get suspended. But thats ok, just go on living you "numb" and "pointless" life. If you wanted it to be better you could make it, so it must not be too bad.
Now for the next subject. Oscar. This isnt going to be like a sam so dont get worried or anything. I know that the person you were talking about in your journal was me. atleast it better have been, and not someone lieing to me again. if it is then listen, if not then disregard this, but still listen so that way you will just know what the deal is. ok. so if you like me again or w.e ever that is fine. i just want to let you know that of this point, i really dont have anymore interests in you. i mean, you are nice and sweet and all, but are just too shy of me, i want someone who will be confident and not shy away when i try to get close to you or anything. pretty much bottom line is that i dont like you anymore. and even though that sam said she talked to me, and told you that i never lost my feelings for you either, it was pretty much a lie. Cause i have and did. I mean to tell you the truth i never really did have like strong feelings for you, i just wanted a b.f for the summer, and you were really sweet and shit, and i thought i was interested, specially cause i didnt know the way you really were when it comes to relation with any contact or anything. i almost dought your gayness, cause of how you are, and you the way you act. it seems like it could be more of a faze. i mean you usually dont date a chic for like 11 months, be it for what ever reasons, and then are gay. i mean seriously. so w.e, i just want to let you know. you can pretty much give up on my haveing any kind of relationship with you. i mean, if you want some sex of something that would be nice, not saying that you are good for just that, i just want some and who ever will give it is pretty much good for me.
Ashlee, yes ashlee, and no this isnt anything negative. so listen here missy. haha. I am so happy that we are spending time together. its great, and it is making kat jealous too or w.e and making everyone else jealous too, so that is good too. hah. but it has been so much fun hanging out with you for like fucking 5 days straight and tomorrow will be the 6th. i am going to try to hang out with you everyday for the rest of the 13 days till you move. even then i will probobly go out there with you when you do finally move, if i can, and you will let me. you are like me most awesomest friend ever. i mean, i tell you everything now, and it is great, and you tell me shit, and that is good too. i mean to be your bbbff out of all of your friends, is pretty fucking awesome. i mean, it is amazing how we act around each other and how we treat each other. and i love how we just fucking laugh all the time when we are together and that i can make you laugh. i mean when i pick you up you are like pissed off looking, and then as soon as you get in the car you are like OMG! haha. And i thank you SO MUCH for paying to get my car washed, and to buy something else, i cant remember what else you gave me money for. o i know, Steak and Shake. So yeah it is pretty awesome how close we are getting again. it really sucks that you had to go to seminole cause crooms is so boring. O and i am def going to have to meet your other bff. specially if he goes the same way i do. haha. yeah, that would be pretty awesome, ashlee's 2 bff's getting together haha, wowo, um yeah. so i cant wait to get you tomorrow, and find out what adventuress we will have again. haha. and o man, sun night was fucking kick ass. "Were you getting fresh?" lmFao. that was like great too. and the like 6 inch hole my 6inch wide tires dug out. hahaha. so yeah, it is pretty much fuckin awesome, and if i had more room at my Dump Trailer, and could work everything out, you would definatly be living with me so you wouldnt have to live in Hicksville, Population = 25 people, haha.
Crooms, sucks a big fucking penis. Collins is so fucking dumb. Lambert needs to get a life, and razor, and stop being so racist. This on ie for jordan "Look at the fucking monkeys!!! Who opened the cage!?!?! if you slay the leader, they will all fall!!" haha im glad only he will know what i am talking about, and ashlee too.
I should be getting my ipod sometime next week, i cant wait. it is going to be kick fucking ass. My grandpa is selling my car and i am going to get a bigger and faster car, which is kick fucking ass too. i cant wait, i am going to put a fucking Kick Ass system in my next car. it will shake so bad it will make the car go side ways. Black people and wiggers systems wont have fucking shit on me.
For those of you who get offended by what i said, might say, and have said, i will say this...i dont care, get over it, if you dont like it then find someone else to be friends with. i have no time for complainers and assholes who think they are better than everyone else, that wants to complain about how bad there lifes are and not care about what others problems are, and people who suck at life and are mad cause they suck, everyone else rocks, and are stuck being a suck ass.
I love how kidds now a days think that they are Anti-God, or Anti-Christian, or Atheist. You are stupid, you are not Anti-anything, or Atheist, there is no such thing as a religion. Get over the fuck over it. Everyone thinks they are Anti-Religious and/or Anti-Religion, yet you join a religion that is against God or a God, there for you ARE in a religion, so there for it defeats the whole purpose of being Anti-Religio..... If you really want to be in a religion, then get the facts before you fucking say you are something.
This is a pretty good site for some info.
This is a pretty good site Too. I would def recomend you read this one before you continue going on with life.