BITTER BITTER BITTER!!!!!
FFS
I just did my entry on notepad.... and just deleted it by accident.....
heres the new version of it
GOD DAMN IT !!%&$%^&%$^&^$%
Fuck im pissed, as of late i've been questioning my judgement in the field of education i went... Always wanted to be a farmer, just the idea of beeing my own boss, not have to deal w. mentally un-educated customers, just retarded Goverment worker's sound quite appealing to the mind...
I mean, fuck ppl!! Like seriously, fuck em all sideways till there brains explode and then we wont have to deal w. em! Like im seriouslly really bitter right now... I just got the Goverment contracts link from john and i read true the list... looked at a whole bunch of em... Did'nt c anything much of interest, or that would be worth quitting my job here. Some the job looked better but the sallary was almost 200$ less every 2 weeks and i cant really afford to do that. But then i came upon something, a livestock management -dairy position. Fuck that sounds nice, You get to play what i'd call the real life equivalent of Sim Farm, make bout 50k-69K a year! i mean fuck that sounds nice. So lets c, i've got an accounting, payroll, and business management degree thats only short of 1 course that im too lazy to go finish because i think the course is a waist of time.... and oh yeah, no f**ing farming experience! Oh and no Agri degree.... I mean FFS!, to think i could go back to school and make that kind of money doing something that is at the very least border line close to something i care about makes ya think a little.....
Like seriously, i get told on a regular basis, dont go into farming, theres no money... like i get told this almost every single time i talk about it.... And now i have proof that YES THERE FUCKEN IS MONEY in the farming sector! just happens you have to be some coorporate bastard to do it... Yes i will admit, having a farm now a days is'nt what its all cracked up to be compared to what it used to be... But lets look at the main reason farm fail now a days... They usually sell the land/assets, take the money because land is worth a f**ing fortune; then theres Poor business management, which is self explanetory; and then there the bad weather problem that can arise. Those are the main cause for the failure of farms.... So lets c, you set things up so you have a backup, you dont buy a f*en mention of a house w. a pool like i've seen way to many farmers w. and you do the work yourself and not hire 4 employees to do your job... humm there seems to be an idea....
So really right now im debating if its better to work in a job your unhappy @ or if its better to follow your dream to end up doing something you actually care and like to do... I mean its not like i want to be a damn Rock star because god only knows i cant sing, let alone play an instrument....
I just did my entry on notepad.... and just deleted it by accident.....
heres the new version of it
GOD DAMN IT !!%&$%^&%$^&^$%
Fuck im pissed, as of late i've been questioning my judgement in the field of education i went... Always wanted to be a farmer, just the idea of beeing my own boss, not have to deal w. mentally un-educated customers, just retarded Goverment worker's sound quite appealing to the mind...
I mean, fuck ppl!! Like seriously, fuck em all sideways till there brains explode and then we wont have to deal w. em! Like im seriouslly really bitter right now... I just got the Goverment contracts link from john and i read true the list... looked at a whole bunch of em... Did'nt c anything much of interest, or that would be worth quitting my job here. Some the job looked better but the sallary was almost 200$ less every 2 weeks and i cant really afford to do that. But then i came upon something, a livestock management -dairy position. Fuck that sounds nice, You get to play what i'd call the real life equivalent of Sim Farm, make bout 50k-69K a year! i mean fuck that sounds nice. So lets c, i've got an accounting, payroll, and business management degree thats only short of 1 course that im too lazy to go finish because i think the course is a waist of time.... and oh yeah, no f**ing farming experience! Oh and no Agri degree.... I mean FFS!, to think i could go back to school and make that kind of money doing something that is at the very least border line close to something i care about makes ya think a little.....
Like seriously, i get told on a regular basis, dont go into farming, theres no money... like i get told this almost every single time i talk about it.... And now i have proof that YES THERE FUCKEN IS MONEY in the farming sector! just happens you have to be some coorporate bastard to do it... Yes i will admit, having a farm now a days is'nt what its all cracked up to be compared to what it used to be... But lets look at the main reason farm fail now a days... They usually sell the land/assets, take the money because land is worth a f**ing fortune; then theres Poor business management, which is self explanetory; and then there the bad weather problem that can arise. Those are the main cause for the failure of farms.... So lets c, you set things up so you have a backup, you dont buy a f*en mention of a house w. a pool like i've seen way to many farmers w. and you do the work yourself and not hire 4 employees to do your job... humm there seems to be an idea....
So really right now im debating if its better to work in a job your unhappy @ or if its better to follow your dream to end up doing something you actually care and like to do... I mean its not like i want to be a damn Rock star because god only knows i cant sing, let alone play an instrument....