The Birthday Turnaround
Time on your side that will never end
The most beautiful thing you can ever spend
But you work in a shirt with your name tag on it,
Drifting apart like a plate tectonic
It don't matter to me, 'cause all I wanted to be
was a million miles from here somewhere more familiar
Too much time spent dragging the past up
I didn't see you not looking when I messed up
Settling down in your early twenties
Sucked more blood then a backstreet dentist
It don't matter to me, 'cause all I wanted to be
was a million miles from here somewhere more familiar
And oh my god, I can't believe it
I never been this far away from home
Great rulers make for a greater glory
The only thing growing is our history
Knock me down I'll get right back up again,
I'll come back stronger than a powered up Pac-Man
It don't matter to me, 'cause all I wanted to be
was a million miles from here somewhere more familiar
And oh my god, I can't believe it
I never been this far away from home...
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Well sometimes I go out by myself, and I look across the water
And I think of all the things, what you're doing
And in my head I paint a picture
'Cause since I come on home, well my body's been a mess
and I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress
Oh won't you come on over, stop making a fool out of me
Why don't you come on over, Valerie?
Did you have to go to jail, put your house on up for sale...
Did you get a good lawyer?
Hope you didn't catch a tan, hope you found the right man who'll fix it for ya
Are you shopping anywhere, change the color of your hair?
Are you busy?
Did you have to pay that fine, you were dodging all the time. Are you still dizzy?
'Cause since I come on home, well my body's been a mess
and I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress
Oh won't you come on over, stop making a fool out of me
Why don't you come on over, Valerie?
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So...suddenly I care about my birthday. I really didn't give a shit until this moment. Gaby gave me such a great card. She made a card for me and posted it on Myspace. It was really sweet and made me feel great :)
Tonight I couldn't stay inside, so I went to have dinner with Mark and Amber, and then I went to have some hot chocolate with Tricia at the Living Room. It was nice, but nothing exciting at all tonight.
Kim sure is being a total bitch lately, and that's fine. I don't really care, I just want to talk to her and get shit off of my chest and be done with that whole drama.
Crystal texted me at midnight wishing me a happy birthday, so I called her and we chatted for a bit. She's so sweet :)
So...insofar, my 20th birthday isn't so bad. I just need to quit being such a bitch and just enjoy it.
What happens when you lose everything?
You just start again, you start all over again.
What happens when you lose some pressure?
(Apply some pressure, you lose some pressure)
You know that I would love to see you next year.
I hope that I am still alive next year.
-Damian
The most beautiful thing you can ever spend
But you work in a shirt with your name tag on it,
Drifting apart like a plate tectonic
It don't matter to me, 'cause all I wanted to be
was a million miles from here somewhere more familiar
Too much time spent dragging the past up
I didn't see you not looking when I messed up
Settling down in your early twenties
Sucked more blood then a backstreet dentist
It don't matter to me, 'cause all I wanted to be
was a million miles from here somewhere more familiar
And oh my god, I can't believe it
I never been this far away from home
Great rulers make for a greater glory
The only thing growing is our history
Knock me down I'll get right back up again,
I'll come back stronger than a powered up Pac-Man
It don't matter to me, 'cause all I wanted to be
was a million miles from here somewhere more familiar
And oh my god, I can't believe it
I never been this far away from home...
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Well sometimes I go out by myself, and I look across the water
And I think of all the things, what you're doing
And in my head I paint a picture
'Cause since I come on home, well my body's been a mess
and I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress
Oh won't you come on over, stop making a fool out of me
Why don't you come on over, Valerie?
Did you have to go to jail, put your house on up for sale...
Did you get a good lawyer?
Hope you didn't catch a tan, hope you found the right man who'll fix it for ya
Are you shopping anywhere, change the color of your hair?
Are you busy?
Did you have to pay that fine, you were dodging all the time. Are you still dizzy?
'Cause since I come on home, well my body's been a mess
and I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress
Oh won't you come on over, stop making a fool out of me
Why don't you come on over, Valerie?
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So...suddenly I care about my birthday. I really didn't give a shit until this moment. Gaby gave me such a great card. She made a card for me and posted it on Myspace. It was really sweet and made me feel great :)
Tonight I couldn't stay inside, so I went to have dinner with Mark and Amber, and then I went to have some hot chocolate with Tricia at the Living Room. It was nice, but nothing exciting at all tonight.
Kim sure is being a total bitch lately, and that's fine. I don't really care, I just want to talk to her and get shit off of my chest and be done with that whole drama.
Crystal texted me at midnight wishing me a happy birthday, so I called her and we chatted for a bit. She's so sweet :)
So...insofar, my 20th birthday isn't so bad. I just need to quit being such a bitch and just enjoy it.
What happens when you lose everything?
You just start again, you start all over again.
What happens when you lose some pressure?
(Apply some pressure, you lose some pressure)
You know that I would love to see you next year.
I hope that I am still alive next year.
-Damian