I promise I'll stop spamming LJ.
Too many postings in the past few days, I appologise.
This is too amazing not to share with y'all though.
One day and two pills later, holy fraking shit the change in myself is astonishing.
Is this how normal peoples' minds work? Is this what I've been missing out on all this time?
I sat through a two hour lecture, and actually listened to and understood the entire thing. I went to office hours and had a good forty-five minute conversation about programming theory without looking at my watch once. I honestly wasn't aware the human mind was capable of this kind of focus and clarity.
Whereas my mind was always running in about three directions at once, now I can put all that energy into moving in just one.
The coolest thing though, I can actually talk to someone without getting distracted or flustered. I can sit down, look someone in the eye, and just talk with them. How some small biochemical change can make that experiance possible is beyond me, but I'm pleasantly suprised.
This is too amazing not to share with y'all though.
One day and two pills later, holy fraking shit the change in myself is astonishing.
Is this how normal peoples' minds work? Is this what I've been missing out on all this time?
I sat through a two hour lecture, and actually listened to and understood the entire thing. I went to office hours and had a good forty-five minute conversation about programming theory without looking at my watch once. I honestly wasn't aware the human mind was capable of this kind of focus and clarity.
Whereas my mind was always running in about three directions at once, now I can put all that energy into moving in just one.
The coolest thing though, I can actually talk to someone without getting distracted or flustered. I can sit down, look someone in the eye, and just talk with them. How some small biochemical change can make that experiance possible is beyond me, but I'm pleasantly suprised.