[multi-chaptered] Worst Anniversary - Kame's POV
Title : Worst Anniversay
Cast/pairing : Akame, KamePi
Rating : PG-15
Genre : romance, angst
A/N : this is first time i make Akame fanfic. This fic is inspired when i watched Jin’s new PV, and when i know about Akame anniversary is at the same time with Jin PV release. Sorry about the bad story and sorry for my bad English ^^
Summary : it’s their anniversary, but Kame just shocked when saw Jin’s new PV. And he got nothing when he called Jin.
November 7th in the morning.
Kame slept in his room, alone. Suddenly he woke up, and he got up from his bed, and stood in front of the big mirror in his room.
“what’s that dream?? Why I must dream about that?” he murmured to himself. He shook his head. And took a bath, got ready to went to Jimusho.
In Jimusho, Kame directly went to KAT-TUN’s practice room. Taguchi and Ueda were there. They chatted while held each other hand, waited the other to come. Then Kame sat down beside Ueda, and lied his head on Ueda’s shoulder.
“What happened Kame? You look so tired?”Taguchi asked him.
“I dreamt about something in the past.”
“what is it?” this time Ueda that asked.
“I dreamt about my anniversaries with Jin.”
***2 years ago, tomorrow is November 8th***
Jin went to Johnny’s office. He entered the big office. He stood up, face to face with Johnny-sama. Jin asked a freeday for a special day. Just one day is enough, but it must be that day. Actually Jin didn’t sure his big boss will allowed him to took a free day, especially with Kamenashi. But he was so lucky Johnny-sama just allowed him and Kamenashi to had a free day on November 8th.
November 8th
Jin and Kame was slept in Kame’s room. They hugged each other while slept. In the morning, Kame opened his eyes and rubbed it.
“Morning Princess..” Jin kissed Kame’s forehead.
“Morning.” Kame murmured.
“Let’s go to amusement park today.”
“Why you suddenly asked me like that? And Johnny-sama won’t allowed us right?”
“Don’t worry. We don’t have any works for today. Johnny-sama already give us permission for it.”
So, they went to amusement park. Kame felt so happy to had a day off in the middle of their busy days. They rode so many attraction there. Before the sunset, Jin brought Kame to rode ferishwheels.
“Wow.. It’s so wonderful.” Kame mesmerized by the view he saw. Jin took his hand, and put something between Kame’s fingers. Kame looked at the shining thing at his finger. It was a ring. Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and whisper in his ear
“Happy 11th anniversary, Kazu..”
******
November 8th 2010
Jin already left him in Japan, he went to America to solo career. And Kame-all the time- always pretended not sad and acted like usual. He thought that he was the leader of KAT-TUN, and how their group will survive after Jin left them if he was not strong- if he became weak after his lover left him. But even though like that, everynight, when he just alone in his apartment Kame felt so lonely. There was no Jin anymore. There was no one slept with him again, hugged him when he had a nightmare, gave a morning kiss on his cheek or forehead. He was missing Jin so much. And Jin just called him sometimes. He knew that Jin must be so busy, but he wanted Jin to always called him.
At night.
Kame in his apartment alone. He remembered, that day was his 12th anniversary with Jin,
“Happy anniversary Jin. I hope you will success there..” Kame whispered and blew the fire. He cried, remembered all the times he had with Jin. And he remembered the present that Jin gave him last year. He wanted that past day came back again.
Suddenly the doorbell rang. Kame hurriedly open the door.
“Special delivery for Kamenashi-san.”
“yes, I am Kamenashi.” The delivery man, gave Kame a box, not too big, and after that the delivery man went out. Kame brought it to his room. He opened the box. There was a necklace, like a little chain with a padlock on it. And also there was a letter for him. He read it.
“Happy 12th anniversary Kazu.. sorry we can’t go to amusement park again this year. But I need you to know, I really miss you here. Everytime I think of you. When I see you at the television, and you look okay, I feel relief. Please always be happy. Even the distance separate us, our hearts can’t be separated.
This is my present for you. A chain necklace. I have a same one-with a padlock too- I locked it, and the key already at you now. It means I’m always yours, until you open the padlock, and left me. If you love me, please wear it. So our hearts really can’t be separated. Once again, Happy 12th anniversary. I will always love you-Forever. -your Bakanishi-“
Kame cried to read that letter. He took the necklace and wear it. He kept the key, in his wardrobe, until now.
****
November 8th 2011
Kame woke up from his long slept. He still lied on the bed for minutes.
“Our 13th anniversary.” He thought. He got up and got ready to went to Jimusho, changed his clothes and washed his face. Then he took his breakfast in refrigerator, and he saw the cake that he already prepared for this day.
At Jimusho, Koki brought him to the small auditorium.
“You have to see this, Kame. “ he said. In the small auditorium, there are some Johnny’s boys that watched something on the big screen. Firstly Kame didn’t notice the video, but not long Jin’s face was showed up.
“Wha-what is this?” Kame asked, sound confused.
“It Jin’s new PV in USA.” Junno voice answer the question. Kame couldn’t took his eyes from the PV, even just for saw who answer his question before. He watched it, finally he could saw Jin again. But. But why in this PV Jin acted so like that. Like he wanted to make out with that girls.
Suddenly Kame felt dizzy, and his eyes started to wet. He couldn’t believe what he saw on the PV. He remembered,when Jin got photo shot at AnAn, and Jin must naked with a girl, he was so jealous, and Jin promised it won’t happened again. But, what happened now? Okay Jin not naked, but he acted such naughty thing with that girls.
Kame couldn’t held his feeling anymore. He ran out from the auditorium, out from Jimusho, and still ran until he got home. He cried all day. Didn’t care the called that came from his bandmate. Didn’t care that he already skipped his workday. He just cried.
The sun set down, and the moon started to showed up above the sky. And now Kame lied on his bed, but not slept. He called Jin for times since afternoon, but there was no one answer it. He started to felt frustrated. He threw the cake that he prepared to the garbage. Now he tried to called Jin again. He waited and…
“Hello…” someone answer the phone. But it was not a voice that Kame wanted to heard. It was not Jin. And the worse, it was a woman voice.
“Hello. Who’s there?” the voice spoke again.
“He-Hello. I’m Kamenashi Kazuya. Can I talk to Jin?”
“Ah. You Kamenashi-san, Jin told me that he doesn’t wanna talk with you. I don’t know the reason. I think you better called next time, maybe he change his mind. Bye.” And the telephone called disconnected. And now Kame became more shocked. He was so speechless. There were so many thing spinning in his head,
Jin, you really don’t wanna talk to me anymore? Is it true Jin? Why? Can you tell me it just a nightmare?
And Kame cried again. Allnight.
****
The next morning, Kame woke up earlier. And he saw at the mirror, his eyes were red and swollen. He took a deep breath. But suddenly the doorbell rang. He went opened the door. And in front of the door, Yamapi was stood there, waved his hand, but when he saw Kame’s face he became so worried.
“What happened Kazu?” he grabbed Kame face in to his palm.
“Do you cried all night? Why?” Kame just shook his head. But Pi knew that there must be something that could make a person like Kame cried allnight. He hugged Kame.
“It’s okay to tell me everything Kazu. What happened?”
Kame couldn’t said a word, but his tears started to flowed up again, wetting his cheek and Pi’s clothes. With a trembling voice Kame answer Pi’s question.
“Ji-Jin.. wanna break up with me..” yamapi couldn’t believe what he heard. he loose the hug, and brought Kame to sat on the couch.
“Tell me everything Kazu..” Pi asked. And Kame explained all of things that happened. Yamapi couldn’t said a word to Kame’s story.
“Pi, should I really broke up with him?” Kame asked, but Pi didn’t say a word. He just silent. Actually all the time, he hoped sometimes Kame and Jin would broke up, but he knew if they really broke up, Kame will crushed. He would broke so bad, because he really loved Jin. He couldn’t choose both of it. So didn’t say a word, but just hugged Kame. And let the one that he loved to revealed all his feeling. Title : Worst Anniversay
Author :
Cast/pairing : Akame
Rating : PG-15
Genre : romance, angst
A/N : this is first time i make Akame fanfic. This fic is inspired when i watched Jin’s new PV, and when i know about Akame anniversary is at the same time with Jin PV release. Sorry about the story and sorry for my bad English ^^
Summary : it’s their anniversary, but Kame just shocked when saw Jin’s new PV. And he got nothing when he called Jin.
November 7th in the morning.
Kame slept in his room, alone. Suddenly he woke up, and he got up from his bed, and stood in front of the big mirror in his room.
“what’s that dream?? Why I must dream about that?” he murmured to himself. He shook his head. And took a bath, got ready to went to Jimusho.
In Jimusho, Kame directly went to KAT-TUN’s practice room. Taguchi and Ueda were there. They chatted while held each other hand, waited the other to come. Then Kame sat down beside Ueda, and lied his head on Ueda’s shoulder.
“What happened Kame? You look so tired?”Taguchi asked him.
“I dreamt about something in the past.”
“what is it?” this time Ueda that asked.
“I dreamt about my anniversaries with Jin.”
***2 years ago, tomorrow is November 8th***
Jin went to Johnny’s office. He entered the big office. He stood up, face to face with Johnny-sama. Jin asked a freeday for a special day. Just one day is enough, but it must be that day. Actually Jin didn’t sure his big boss will allowed him to took a free day, especially with Kamenashi. But he was so lucky Johnny-sama just allowed him and Kamenashi to had a free day on November 8th.
November 8th
Jin and Kame was slept in Kame’s room. They hugged each other while slept. In the morning, Kame opened his eyes and rubbed it.
“Morning Princess..” Jin kissed Kame’s forehead.
“Morning.” Kame murmured.
“Let’s go to amusement park today.”
“Why you suddenly asked me like that? And Johnny-sama won’t allowed us right?”
“Don’t worry. We don’t have any works for today. Johnny-sama already give us permission for it.”
So, they went to amusement park. Kame felt so happy to had a day off in the middle of their busy days. They rode so many attraction there. Before the sunset, Jin brought Kame to rode ferishwheels.
“Wow.. It’s so wonderful.” Kame mesmerized by the view he saw. Jin took his hand, and put something between Kame’s fingers. Kame looked at the shining thing at his finger. It was a ring. Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and whisper in his ear
“Happy 11th anniversary, Kazu..”
******
November 8th 2010
Jin already left him in Japan, he went to America to solo career. And Kame-all the time- always pretended not sad and acted like usual. He thought that he was the leader of KAT-TUN, and how their group will survive after Jin left them if he was not strong- if he became weak after his lover left him. But even though like that, everynight, when he just alone in his apartment Kame felt so lonely. There was no Jin anymore. There was no one slept with him again, hugged him when he had a nightmare, gave a morning kiss on his cheek or forehead. He was missing Jin so much. And Jin just called him sometimes. He knew that Jin must be so busy, but he wanted Jin to always called him.
At night.
Kame in his apartment alone. He remembered, that day was his 12th anniversary with Jin,
“Happy anniversary Jin. I hope you will success there..” Kame whispered and blew the fire. He cried, remembered all the times he had with Jin. And he remembered the present that Jin gave him last year. He wanted that past day came back again.
Suddenly the doorbell rang. Kame hurriedly open the door.
“Special delivery for Kamenashi-san.”
“yes, I am Kamenashi.” The delivery man, gave Kame a box, not too big, and after that the delivery man went out. Kame brought it to his room. He opened the box. There was a necklace, like a little chain with a padlock on it. And also there was a letter for him. He read it.
“Happy 12th anniversary Kazu.. sorry we can’t go to amusement park again this year. But I need you to know, I really miss you here. Everytime I think of you. When I see you at the television, and you look okay, I feel relief. Please always be happy. Even the distance separate us, our hearts can’t be separated.
This is my present for you. A chain necklace. I have a same one-with a padlock too- I locked it, and the key already at you now. It means I’m always yours, until you open the padlock, and left me. If you love me, please wear it. So our hearts really can’t be separated. Once again, Happy 12th anniversary. I will always love you-Forever. -your Bakanishi-“
Kame cried to read that letter. He took the necklace and wear it. He kept the key, in his wardrobe, until now.
****
November 8th 2011
Kame woke up from his long slept. He still lied on the bed for minutes.
“Our 13th anniversary.” He thought. He got up and got ready to went to Jimusho, changed his clothes and washed his face. Then he took his breakfast in refrigerator, and he saw the cake that he already prepared for this day.
At Jimusho, Koki brought him to the small auditorium.
“You have to see this, Kame. “ he said. In the small auditorium, there are some Johnny’s boys that watched something on the big screen. Firstly Kame didn’t notice the video, but not long Jin’s face was showed up.
“Wha-what is this?” Kame asked, sound confused.
“It Jin’s new PV in USA.” Junno voice answer the question. Kame couldn’t took his eyes from the PV, even just for saw who answer his question before. He watched it, finally he could saw Jin again. But. But why in this PV Jin acted so like that. Like he wanted to make out with that girls.
Suddenly Kame felt dizzy, and his eyes started to wet. He couldn’t believe what he saw on the PV. He remembered,when Jin got photo shot at AnAn, and Jin must naked with a girl, he was so jealous, and Jin promised it won’t happened again. But, what happened now? Okay Jin not naked, but he acted such naughty thing with that girls.
Kame couldn’t held his feeling anymore. He ran out from the auditorium, out from Jimusho, and still ran until he got home. He cried all day. Didn’t care the called that came from his bandmate. Didn’t care that he already skipped his workday. He just cried.
The sun set down, and the moon started to showed up above the sky. And now Kame lied on his bed, but not slept. He called Jin for times since afternoon, but there was no one answer it. He started to felt frustrated. He threw the cake that he prepared to the garbage. Now he tried to called Jin again. He waited and…
“Hello…” someone answer the phone. But it was not a voice that Kame wanted to heard. It was not Jin. And the worse, it was a woman voice.
“Hello. Who’s there?” the voice spoke again.
“He-Hello. I’m Kamenashi Kazuya. Can I talk to Jin?”
“Ah. You Kamenashi-san, Jin told me that he doesn’t wanna talk with you. I don’t know the reason. I think you better called next time, maybe he change his mind. Bye.” And the telephone called disconnected. And now Kame became more shocked. He was so speechless. There were so many thing spinning in his head,
Jin, you really don’t wanna talk to me anymore? Is it true Jin? Why? Can you tell me it just a nightmare?
And Kame cried again. Allnight.
****
The next morning, Kame woke up earlier. And he saw at the mirror, his eyes were red and swollen. He took a deep breath. But suddenly the doorbell rang. He went opened the door. And in front of the door, Yamapi was stood there, waved his hand, but when he saw Kame’s face he became so worried.
“What happened Kazu?” he grabbed Kame face in to his palm.
“Do you cried all night? Why?” Kame just shook his head. But Pi knew that there must be something that could make a person like Kame cried allnight. He hugged Kame.
“It’s okay to tell me everything Kazu. What happened?”
Kame couldn’t said a word, but his tears started to flowed up again, wetting his cheek and Pi’s clothes. With a trembling voice Kame answer Pi’s question.
“Ji-Jin.. wanna break up with me..” yamapi couldn’t believe what he heard. he loose the hug, and brought Kame to sat on the couch.
“Tell me everything Kazu..” Pi asked. And Kame explained all of things that happened. Yamapi couldn’t said a word to Kame’s story.
“Pi, should I really broke up with him?” Kame asked, but Pi didn’t say a word. He just silent. Actually all the time, he hoped sometimes Kame and Jin would broke up, but he knew if they really broke up, Kame will crushed. He would broke so bad, because he really loved Jin. He couldn’t choose both of it. So didn’t say a word, but just hugged Kame. And let the one that he loved to revealed all his feeling.
Cast/pairing : Akame, KamePi
Rating : PG-15
Genre : romance, angst
A/N : this is first time i make Akame fanfic. This fic is inspired when i watched Jin’s new PV, and when i know about Akame anniversary is at the same time with Jin PV release. Sorry about the bad story and sorry for my bad English ^^
Summary : it’s their anniversary, but Kame just shocked when saw Jin’s new PV. And he got nothing when he called Jin.
November 7th in the morning.
Kame slept in his room, alone. Suddenly he woke up, and he got up from his bed, and stood in front of the big mirror in his room.
“what’s that dream?? Why I must dream about that?” he murmured to himself. He shook his head. And took a bath, got ready to went to Jimusho.
In Jimusho, Kame directly went to KAT-TUN’s practice room. Taguchi and Ueda were there. They chatted while held each other hand, waited the other to come. Then Kame sat down beside Ueda, and lied his head on Ueda’s shoulder.
“What happened Kame? You look so tired?”Taguchi asked him.
“I dreamt about something in the past.”
“what is it?” this time Ueda that asked.
“I dreamt about my anniversaries with Jin.”
***2 years ago, tomorrow is November 8th***
Jin went to Johnny’s office. He entered the big office. He stood up, face to face with Johnny-sama. Jin asked a freeday for a special day. Just one day is enough, but it must be that day. Actually Jin didn’t sure his big boss will allowed him to took a free day, especially with Kamenashi. But he was so lucky Johnny-sama just allowed him and Kamenashi to had a free day on November 8th.
November 8th
Jin and Kame was slept in Kame’s room. They hugged each other while slept. In the morning, Kame opened his eyes and rubbed it.
“Morning Princess..” Jin kissed Kame’s forehead.
“Morning.” Kame murmured.
“Let’s go to amusement park today.”
“Why you suddenly asked me like that? And Johnny-sama won’t allowed us right?”
“Don’t worry. We don’t have any works for today. Johnny-sama already give us permission for it.”
So, they went to amusement park. Kame felt so happy to had a day off in the middle of their busy days. They rode so many attraction there. Before the sunset, Jin brought Kame to rode ferishwheels.
“Wow.. It’s so wonderful.” Kame mesmerized by the view he saw. Jin took his hand, and put something between Kame’s fingers. Kame looked at the shining thing at his finger. It was a ring. Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and whisper in his ear
“Happy 11th anniversary, Kazu..”
******
November 8th 2010
Jin already left him in Japan, he went to America to solo career. And Kame-all the time- always pretended not sad and acted like usual. He thought that he was the leader of KAT-TUN, and how their group will survive after Jin left them if he was not strong- if he became weak after his lover left him. But even though like that, everynight, when he just alone in his apartment Kame felt so lonely. There was no Jin anymore. There was no one slept with him again, hugged him when he had a nightmare, gave a morning kiss on his cheek or forehead. He was missing Jin so much. And Jin just called him sometimes. He knew that Jin must be so busy, but he wanted Jin to always called him.
At night.
Kame in his apartment alone. He remembered, that day was his 12th anniversary with Jin,
“Happy anniversary Jin. I hope you will success there..” Kame whispered and blew the fire. He cried, remembered all the times he had with Jin. And he remembered the present that Jin gave him last year. He wanted that past day came back again.
Suddenly the doorbell rang. Kame hurriedly open the door.
“Special delivery for Kamenashi-san.”
“yes, I am Kamenashi.” The delivery man, gave Kame a box, not too big, and after that the delivery man went out. Kame brought it to his room. He opened the box. There was a necklace, like a little chain with a padlock on it. And also there was a letter for him. He read it.
“Happy 12th anniversary Kazu.. sorry we can’t go to amusement park again this year. But I need you to know, I really miss you here. Everytime I think of you. When I see you at the television, and you look okay, I feel relief. Please always be happy. Even the distance separate us, our hearts can’t be separated.
This is my present for you. A chain necklace. I have a same one-with a padlock too- I locked it, and the key already at you now. It means I’m always yours, until you open the padlock, and left me. If you love me, please wear it. So our hearts really can’t be separated. Once again, Happy 12th anniversary. I will always love you-Forever. -your Bakanishi-“
Kame cried to read that letter. He took the necklace and wear it. He kept the key, in his wardrobe, until now.
****
November 8th 2011
Kame woke up from his long slept. He still lied on the bed for minutes.
“Our 13th anniversary.” He thought. He got up and got ready to went to Jimusho, changed his clothes and washed his face. Then he took his breakfast in refrigerator, and he saw the cake that he already prepared for this day.
At Jimusho, Koki brought him to the small auditorium.
“You have to see this, Kame. “ he said. In the small auditorium, there are some Johnny’s boys that watched something on the big screen. Firstly Kame didn’t notice the video, but not long Jin’s face was showed up.
“Wha-what is this?” Kame asked, sound confused.
“It Jin’s new PV in USA.” Junno voice answer the question. Kame couldn’t took his eyes from the PV, even just for saw who answer his question before. He watched it, finally he could saw Jin again. But. But why in this PV Jin acted so like that. Like he wanted to make out with that girls.
Suddenly Kame felt dizzy, and his eyes started to wet. He couldn’t believe what he saw on the PV. He remembered,when Jin got photo shot at AnAn, and Jin must naked with a girl, he was so jealous, and Jin promised it won’t happened again. But, what happened now? Okay Jin not naked, but he acted such naughty thing with that girls.
Kame couldn’t held his feeling anymore. He ran out from the auditorium, out from Jimusho, and still ran until he got home. He cried all day. Didn’t care the called that came from his bandmate. Didn’t care that he already skipped his workday. He just cried.
The sun set down, and the moon started to showed up above the sky. And now Kame lied on his bed, but not slept. He called Jin for times since afternoon, but there was no one answer it. He started to felt frustrated. He threw the cake that he prepared to the garbage. Now he tried to called Jin again. He waited and…
“Hello…” someone answer the phone. But it was not a voice that Kame wanted to heard. It was not Jin. And the worse, it was a woman voice.
“Hello. Who’s there?” the voice spoke again.
“He-Hello. I’m Kamenashi Kazuya. Can I talk to Jin?”
“Ah. You Kamenashi-san, Jin told me that he doesn’t wanna talk with you. I don’t know the reason. I think you better called next time, maybe he change his mind. Bye.” And the telephone called disconnected. And now Kame became more shocked. He was so speechless. There were so many thing spinning in his head,
Jin, you really don’t wanna talk to me anymore? Is it true Jin? Why? Can you tell me it just a nightmare?
And Kame cried again. Allnight.
****
The next morning, Kame woke up earlier. And he saw at the mirror, his eyes were red and swollen. He took a deep breath. But suddenly the doorbell rang. He went opened the door. And in front of the door, Yamapi was stood there, waved his hand, but when he saw Kame’s face he became so worried.
“What happened Kazu?” he grabbed Kame face in to his palm.
“Do you cried all night? Why?” Kame just shook his head. But Pi knew that there must be something that could make a person like Kame cried allnight. He hugged Kame.
“It’s okay to tell me everything Kazu. What happened?”
Kame couldn’t said a word, but his tears started to flowed up again, wetting his cheek and Pi’s clothes. With a trembling voice Kame answer Pi’s question.
“Ji-Jin.. wanna break up with me..” yamapi couldn’t believe what he heard. he loose the hug, and brought Kame to sat on the couch.
“Tell me everything Kazu..” Pi asked. And Kame explained all of things that happened. Yamapi couldn’t said a word to Kame’s story.
“Pi, should I really broke up with him?” Kame asked, but Pi didn’t say a word. He just silent. Actually all the time, he hoped sometimes Kame and Jin would broke up, but he knew if they really broke up, Kame will crushed. He would broke so bad, because he really loved Jin. He couldn’t choose both of it. So didn’t say a word, but just hugged Kame. And let the one that he loved to revealed all his feeling. Title : Worst Anniversay
Author :
Cast/pairing : Akame
Rating : PG-15
Genre : romance, angst
A/N : this is first time i make Akame fanfic. This fic is inspired when i watched Jin’s new PV, and when i know about Akame anniversary is at the same time with Jin PV release. Sorry about the story and sorry for my bad English ^^
Summary : it’s their anniversary, but Kame just shocked when saw Jin’s new PV. And he got nothing when he called Jin.
November 7th in the morning.
Kame slept in his room, alone. Suddenly he woke up, and he got up from his bed, and stood in front of the big mirror in his room.
“what’s that dream?? Why I must dream about that?” he murmured to himself. He shook his head. And took a bath, got ready to went to Jimusho.
In Jimusho, Kame directly went to KAT-TUN’s practice room. Taguchi and Ueda were there. They chatted while held each other hand, waited the other to come. Then Kame sat down beside Ueda, and lied his head on Ueda’s shoulder.
“What happened Kame? You look so tired?”Taguchi asked him.
“I dreamt about something in the past.”
“what is it?” this time Ueda that asked.
“I dreamt about my anniversaries with Jin.”
***2 years ago, tomorrow is November 8th***
Jin went to Johnny’s office. He entered the big office. He stood up, face to face with Johnny-sama. Jin asked a freeday for a special day. Just one day is enough, but it must be that day. Actually Jin didn’t sure his big boss will allowed him to took a free day, especially with Kamenashi. But he was so lucky Johnny-sama just allowed him and Kamenashi to had a free day on November 8th.
November 8th
Jin and Kame was slept in Kame’s room. They hugged each other while slept. In the morning, Kame opened his eyes and rubbed it.
“Morning Princess..” Jin kissed Kame’s forehead.
“Morning.” Kame murmured.
“Let’s go to amusement park today.”
“Why you suddenly asked me like that? And Johnny-sama won’t allowed us right?”
“Don’t worry. We don’t have any works for today. Johnny-sama already give us permission for it.”
So, they went to amusement park. Kame felt so happy to had a day off in the middle of their busy days. They rode so many attraction there. Before the sunset, Jin brought Kame to rode ferishwheels.
“Wow.. It’s so wonderful.” Kame mesmerized by the view he saw. Jin took his hand, and put something between Kame’s fingers. Kame looked at the shining thing at his finger. It was a ring. Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and whisper in his ear
“Happy 11th anniversary, Kazu..”
******
November 8th 2010
Jin already left him in Japan, he went to America to solo career. And Kame-all the time- always pretended not sad and acted like usual. He thought that he was the leader of KAT-TUN, and how their group will survive after Jin left them if he was not strong- if he became weak after his lover left him. But even though like that, everynight, when he just alone in his apartment Kame felt so lonely. There was no Jin anymore. There was no one slept with him again, hugged him when he had a nightmare, gave a morning kiss on his cheek or forehead. He was missing Jin so much. And Jin just called him sometimes. He knew that Jin must be so busy, but he wanted Jin to always called him.
At night.
Kame in his apartment alone. He remembered, that day was his 12th anniversary with Jin,
“Happy anniversary Jin. I hope you will success there..” Kame whispered and blew the fire. He cried, remembered all the times he had with Jin. And he remembered the present that Jin gave him last year. He wanted that past day came back again.
Suddenly the doorbell rang. Kame hurriedly open the door.
“Special delivery for Kamenashi-san.”
“yes, I am Kamenashi.” The delivery man, gave Kame a box, not too big, and after that the delivery man went out. Kame brought it to his room. He opened the box. There was a necklace, like a little chain with a padlock on it. And also there was a letter for him. He read it.
“Happy 12th anniversary Kazu.. sorry we can’t go to amusement park again this year. But I need you to know, I really miss you here. Everytime I think of you. When I see you at the television, and you look okay, I feel relief. Please always be happy. Even the distance separate us, our hearts can’t be separated.
This is my present for you. A chain necklace. I have a same one-with a padlock too- I locked it, and the key already at you now. It means I’m always yours, until you open the padlock, and left me. If you love me, please wear it. So our hearts really can’t be separated. Once again, Happy 12th anniversary. I will always love you-Forever. -your Bakanishi-“
Kame cried to read that letter. He took the necklace and wear it. He kept the key, in his wardrobe, until now.
****
November 8th 2011
Kame woke up from his long slept. He still lied on the bed for minutes.
“Our 13th anniversary.” He thought. He got up and got ready to went to Jimusho, changed his clothes and washed his face. Then he took his breakfast in refrigerator, and he saw the cake that he already prepared for this day.
At Jimusho, Koki brought him to the small auditorium.
“You have to see this, Kame. “ he said. In the small auditorium, there are some Johnny’s boys that watched something on the big screen. Firstly Kame didn’t notice the video, but not long Jin’s face was showed up.
“Wha-what is this?” Kame asked, sound confused.
“It Jin’s new PV in USA.” Junno voice answer the question. Kame couldn’t took his eyes from the PV, even just for saw who answer his question before. He watched it, finally he could saw Jin again. But. But why in this PV Jin acted so like that. Like he wanted to make out with that girls.
Suddenly Kame felt dizzy, and his eyes started to wet. He couldn’t believe what he saw on the PV. He remembered,when Jin got photo shot at AnAn, and Jin must naked with a girl, he was so jealous, and Jin promised it won’t happened again. But, what happened now? Okay Jin not naked, but he acted such naughty thing with that girls.
Kame couldn’t held his feeling anymore. He ran out from the auditorium, out from Jimusho, and still ran until he got home. He cried all day. Didn’t care the called that came from his bandmate. Didn’t care that he already skipped his workday. He just cried.
The sun set down, and the moon started to showed up above the sky. And now Kame lied on his bed, but not slept. He called Jin for times since afternoon, but there was no one answer it. He started to felt frustrated. He threw the cake that he prepared to the garbage. Now he tried to called Jin again. He waited and…
“Hello…” someone answer the phone. But it was not a voice that Kame wanted to heard. It was not Jin. And the worse, it was a woman voice.
“Hello. Who’s there?” the voice spoke again.
“He-Hello. I’m Kamenashi Kazuya. Can I talk to Jin?”
“Ah. You Kamenashi-san, Jin told me that he doesn’t wanna talk with you. I don’t know the reason. I think you better called next time, maybe he change his mind. Bye.” And the telephone called disconnected. And now Kame became more shocked. He was so speechless. There were so many thing spinning in his head,
Jin, you really don’t wanna talk to me anymore? Is it true Jin? Why? Can you tell me it just a nightmare?
And Kame cried again. Allnight.
****
The next morning, Kame woke up earlier. And he saw at the mirror, his eyes were red and swollen. He took a deep breath. But suddenly the doorbell rang. He went opened the door. And in front of the door, Yamapi was stood there, waved his hand, but when he saw Kame’s face he became so worried.
“What happened Kazu?” he grabbed Kame face in to his palm.
“Do you cried all night? Why?” Kame just shook his head. But Pi knew that there must be something that could make a person like Kame cried allnight. He hugged Kame.
“It’s okay to tell me everything Kazu. What happened?”
Kame couldn’t said a word, but his tears started to flowed up again, wetting his cheek and Pi’s clothes. With a trembling voice Kame answer Pi’s question.
“Ji-Jin.. wanna break up with me..” yamapi couldn’t believe what he heard. he loose the hug, and brought Kame to sat on the couch.
“Tell me everything Kazu..” Pi asked. And Kame explained all of things that happened. Yamapi couldn’t said a word to Kame’s story.
“Pi, should I really broke up with him?” Kame asked, but Pi didn’t say a word. He just silent. Actually all the time, he hoped sometimes Kame and Jin would broke up, but he knew if they really broke up, Kame will crushed. He would broke so bad, because he really loved Jin. He couldn’t choose both of it. So didn’t say a word, but just hugged Kame. And let the one that he loved to revealed all his feeling.