May 04, 2006 23:47
get a bottle of wine and exspect to have a great night me and the woman i am about to marrie.... 6 days and i will hold her hand forever... that is fear right there... well we end up in a arguement... and so i set here... online with lindsy and jessica... lindsay... wow i thought i was over her a and around the block... and jess i feel bad the way i left her... i really feel like shit... i am supose to marrie this girl in 6 days and i cannot even talk to her about the problems i am having... i have to talk to lindasy i have to tell this girl that i fight with ever moment i have communicated with in the last 6 months what a fucking great day... does this mean i am making a mistake sitting here drunk and begging for forgivness and advice and friendship from my ex's?