lindsay
I compare every female to lindsay in some way... i mean if i like something more or hate something i compare it to lindsay... i mean really i have only seen her going into a store once in the last effin' 4-5 months! and shit i still ccompare her why i don't fucking know why and i just fucking wish it would stop... i mean shit it's been a long ass time since i seen her and even longer since i talked to her and longer yet since we where together... i just want to forget good and bad all of it! i think moving on will be so much easyer... i mean shit i still fucking think of her even when i am with other girls... and i hate it! i really don't want to get back with her... i lost all the trust and such that i had, i want to forget i want to have my old pre-lindsay life back... i was talking about this whole thing to someone and they said it was that i still love her... well come on you can't love oneday and then not love another... i mean cause you love them and that is that... i love her but i am no longer in love! and that is that