un-founded
I demand a lot from ppl... i think that is why i don't have a lot of friends... because i am demanding, i exspect them to do certain things, all my friends are perfect... i love them all, all of them differnt and weird and just and enjoyable bunch of ppl... but for my girls... i am not shallow... i just have demanding exspectations... not in that they have to do anything... simple don't lie to me, or about me, don't let others know we have arguements, and respect me... not hard... i think that sometimes they are harsh... because so far i haven't had a girl that actually did all 3 things... me and jessica had a nice lil fight last night... over lieing and using Xanax... so we spoke... she cryed, i tryed hard not to (failed) and we made up... i really care for her, and so she didn't make my exspectations the first time, but i shall give it another try... she's a great girl really... the only thing that we didn't work out is that she might have a internet friend from michigan come to frankfort... that bugs me... not because it's a he, it's cause dudes don't drive across town for nothing, what is he exspecting driving from michigan?... i just hope that she stays a lady when he is here... if she doesn't then i really feel that is to much for her to do to me... i really want this to work... kinda need it even... but if it doesn't then i guess that i will put this on "lessons learned" list...