Apr 06, 2007 10:29
its been awhile since i posted here , so every is completly different from last moth or so,
first I am a single guy out there and I am kissing dating ood bye for awhile,
I am going to macom in the fall again, ORu Can wait,
Learned alot about myslef last few months
Finally relation with a nice is over, she is nice were going in differnt directions and totally to be honest , I been doing somethings probaly Isnt pleasing God, but I ask forgivness and its behind me and moving , foward, the girl and I had different belifs in reliogion or wasnt really a christian at all but im not the one to judge its between her and God, but I just wanted to cuddle and hold her and kiss her but she wanted more than that, relized something was wrong to do but didnt learn that ubtill a few months ago,
she Liked someon else but I knew it was time to end and be friend and I am Happy and learned alot it was my first real relation really my first real girlfriend but its over , but I knwo theres someone out there for me , and dont really care people say anymore that is negative , Learned probaly alot, from dating this Girl and its a chapter in my life that is a memeory, and like journal im going to never delete any of my post , so I can llok back when I am older and look how my life has Grown,
Getting my lip pierced next week and got a sweet Hair cut.
JUst waiting for what gods brings to me next, im open
goignt o be flying a plan soon, with matt o Mire and i get to have 1 perosn go withme and going to ask a special some one Like Hannah LOL
some sweet kid