"I Dont Know , Im LOst"
Life is drifting away , and Im loosing my self , im Falling away , I just really dont know what im doing right now, what my plans are, I for school, like am I really supposed to be in school right now is that my plan, I pretty suck @ life ,
imdropping my history class,
but im staying in my speech class I like it, but for my english I have a freaking D, its my fault I know thats the grade I deserve, but im just not smart at all, I try but not try that hard at it. dont think I could get a C it would be a miracle if I did, I Might have to drop that class to and say good bye to to oral roberts, and I may never go there, its just a dream that will never happen and
I just need a spark O Godn in my life something that will move me , ina direction that you want me to, I dont know
so right now I dont know, Im lost and feel very not so smart rigth now, and if I could do the classes over I woould say goodbye to all the entertianment and just focus on school/God/church and thats it , thats whats in my life now, but I cant maybe next time ,
If there be a next time, if even I decied to take anymore classes may just not go back to college at all, telling every one ill be goig there, Its just all a joke and a Lie I am not as of right now because I Have D and I need a C to trans over and im failure, so thats it just complaning away so enjoy .