(no subject)
p.s broke up with paulo.. finnally.
got a job
doing below average at skool
i bought a new bed which is pretty awesome
new snowboarding pants
all i need now are gloves, goggles and a jacket.
i got a snowboard/boots/bindings for my b day.
Speaking of which my b day was rad.
i work now which is Shiite i get paid nothing.. except peanuts and fucking candy wrappers
i got paid rubbish the other day and its all going to visa :(
fuck just finish school and get out of this dump.
no sexy time for a while. holy jeez. yeah so livejournal im done, its all about facebook now.
school is poo im fucked for my exam god damn. all day i haven’t done anything. story of my life.
eww i cant believe i liked the roomate he was disappointingly insecure and socially inept.
and now he and this other past mung are talking about me to one another. It makes my blood boil cause the information is being relayed back to me via one of them. its so annoying. Fuck! there fuckgin so similar,i knew this crap would happen. yuck. i want to smash there skulls together. they should play swords and ejaculate on a picture of me while yelling obscenities about me begin a fucked up bitch and heartbreaker and blah blah die blah. im so fucking vain.
im single and lonely. better than anything else i suppose..
i shouldn’t be with anyone.. well not right now i havent met anyone either. well sorta i met some fucking idiots who were purely disappointing. ive given up. i havent met anyone worth while in quite sometime.im done. but beign alone has made me more independent. which is good. but at the same time. i find im very critical of others, there relationships, there dependencies. its hard being the only single one out of your friends. ive been up and down. but i think im up right now. im not happy but im not depressed. im jealous but only because im lonely. ive been desperate and its pathetic. my alone time stablizes me and makes me confident. The downside however is that i've become internally conceeded. im where dave bass is. its terrible. i wish not to be here because its isolating and is unhealthy. i know this but i cant combat it because its what i have to go through. but i fear what i will come out like. i dont want to be like him. i want to be strong but i still want to be human.
got a job
doing below average at skool
i bought a new bed which is pretty awesome
new snowboarding pants
all i need now are gloves, goggles and a jacket.
i got a snowboard/boots/bindings for my b day.
Speaking of which my b day was rad.
i work now which is Shiite i get paid nothing.. except peanuts and fucking candy wrappers
i got paid rubbish the other day and its all going to visa :(
fuck just finish school and get out of this dump.
no sexy time for a while. holy jeez. yeah so livejournal im done, its all about facebook now.
school is poo im fucked for my exam god damn. all day i haven’t done anything. story of my life.
eww i cant believe i liked the roomate he was disappointingly insecure and socially inept.
and now he and this other past mung are talking about me to one another. It makes my blood boil cause the information is being relayed back to me via one of them. its so annoying. Fuck! there fuckgin so similar,i knew this crap would happen. yuck. i want to smash there skulls together. they should play swords and ejaculate on a picture of me while yelling obscenities about me begin a fucked up bitch and heartbreaker and blah blah die blah. im so fucking vain.
im single and lonely. better than anything else i suppose..
i shouldn’t be with anyone.. well not right now i havent met anyone either. well sorta i met some fucking idiots who were purely disappointing. ive given up. i havent met anyone worth while in quite sometime.im done. but beign alone has made me more independent. which is good. but at the same time. i find im very critical of others, there relationships, there dependencies. its hard being the only single one out of your friends. ive been up and down. but i think im up right now. im not happy but im not depressed. im jealous but only because im lonely. ive been desperate and its pathetic. my alone time stablizes me and makes me confident. The downside however is that i've become internally conceeded. im where dave bass is. its terrible. i wish not to be here because its isolating and is unhealthy. i know this but i cant combat it because its what i have to go through. but i fear what i will come out like. i dont want to be like him. i want to be strong but i still want to be human.