so lets just kiss and say merry christmas, go for a drive check out the lights
so hot hot was on last night they were ok.. i went with spencer, him and i have so much fun togther oh he's awsome aside the fact that he's mean to mee like kriss and disses me constantly. as a joke but says it seriously it boggles my mind.... i dunno anyways.... im didnt really dig the show weird and wasnt feeling it... seeing as how the night before crushed me with good times and bruises.. but was well worth it... however my standards were pretty up there. considering it was like a great awsome show that mxpc put on and fuckign reel big fish....
so yeah... i have this dilema... this france guy i met here is crazy stoked on me and is in dire need of seeing me.. and im blowignhim off to the best of my ability... liek dont get me wrogn i think he's great but its just to intense for me i dotn want anything nothing.. im still stoked on somone else.. as well know :( so yeah he is rather adement on seeing me/hanging out and if eel bad causee i dont know how to tell him he's too much for me.. like we have this whole language barrier thing... and oye vey... everyone really givign me a hard time cause there liek he's hot.. he's a doctor blah blah... well he has his doctorate but he's a cancer researcher so pfffft and i dotn really care about that shit... but today he's tellign me hwo he want to take me camping and go canoeing and eat toasted marshmallows and i canthelp but feel "awww" but im not down in the least.. im fucked... i know.... he great blah blah blah he super french romatic jean francois fantasy dude... i knwo oen day i will beat myself over this... but je ne suis pas down ( obviosuly i havent learned anythign being here)... i cant help it... blame it on the rain...
rainy days.....
i ditn do much today but get lost in quebec tryign to find walmart it was brutal... i bought a new digicam but ti sucks balls and need return it.. wher the fuck was spencer when i needed him.. well he was actually..being sick in his room.. poor spency est malade.. we went to value village it was fun... i bought broken jeans and a bitch top... then we tried finding walmart no luck... when i got home jerome ( my french jan francois) told me how to get there... it swell being pals with him cause he isnt trailor slang qubecois french... but this whole pals thing with him is very questionable not for me but him... godamn it... so john came over and we chilled for a bit.. he think jerome myself and his gf should go out but i was leki no.. then he'll think somthing..john is awsome.. but alas i have only male friend here its weird i tried,not really but whatver, all thes guys have gf's it great. were stricly friends who have penis jokes. johns 28, and from calgary i met him and his gal here ont eh first day and we just so happen to be int he same class. i dont know how to describe the intesity of this guy other than... hmmm he's a genuinley amazing guy..and would make love and not fuck and even if he did fuck it woudl be making love. i know that sound crude but im the only one with virgin ears.. everyone else is getting some...
anways... in other news... paul called me today and want me too meet him in montreal this commign weekend. i dunno spencer want to go.. but im fucking crazy broke ass... and i rather go on my way home. simons is the best department store ever damn it and there three effing malls beside me its crazy booo there goes all my money.,... so walmart was alright i bought a crap load of food and make up weee.... so im obsessed with molasses cookies.. there pretty popular here mmmm. check out my msn site for pics... on my way to walmart i saw a Ferrari 599 GTB holy fuck im in love...
"Hidden away in the dash is a high-end, iPod-ready car stereo -- likely there for those times that a 599 owner's ungrateful lady friend wants to hear something other than the sweet roar of the V12. We'd normally suggest that one should dump a girl such as this, as there are many smart and talented ladies that can appreciate a car such as this."
"Sadly, we'll never be able to afford a car such as the 599 GTB, and as such, we'll never attract the super-nova hot ladies that would flock to a car such as this. But we can afford to look at pictures of the car, because looking at pictures is free."
so yeah... i have this dilema... this france guy i met here is crazy stoked on me and is in dire need of seeing me.. and im blowignhim off to the best of my ability... liek dont get me wrogn i think he's great but its just to intense for me i dotn want anything nothing.. im still stoked on somone else.. as well know :( so yeah he is rather adement on seeing me/hanging out and if eel bad causee i dont know how to tell him he's too much for me.. like we have this whole language barrier thing... and oye vey... everyone really givign me a hard time cause there liek he's hot.. he's a doctor blah blah... well he has his doctorate but he's a cancer researcher so pfffft and i dotn really care about that shit... but today he's tellign me hwo he want to take me camping and go canoeing and eat toasted marshmallows and i canthelp but feel "awww" but im not down in the least.. im fucked... i know.... he great blah blah blah he super french romatic jean francois fantasy dude... i knwo oen day i will beat myself over this... but je ne suis pas down ( obviosuly i havent learned anythign being here)... i cant help it... blame it on the rain...
rainy days.....
i ditn do much today but get lost in quebec tryign to find walmart it was brutal... i bought a new digicam but ti sucks balls and need return it.. wher the fuck was spencer when i needed him.. well he was actually..being sick in his room.. poor spency est malade.. we went to value village it was fun... i bought broken jeans and a bitch top... then we tried finding walmart no luck... when i got home jerome ( my french jan francois) told me how to get there... it swell being pals with him cause he isnt trailor slang qubecois french... but this whole pals thing with him is very questionable not for me but him... godamn it... so john came over and we chilled for a bit.. he think jerome myself and his gf should go out but i was leki no.. then he'll think somthing..john is awsome.. but alas i have only male friend here its weird i tried,not really but whatver, all thes guys have gf's it great. were stricly friends who have penis jokes. johns 28, and from calgary i met him and his gal here ont eh first day and we just so happen to be int he same class. i dont know how to describe the intesity of this guy other than... hmmm he's a genuinley amazing guy..and would make love and not fuck and even if he did fuck it woudl be making love. i know that sound crude but im the only one with virgin ears.. everyone else is getting some...
anways... in other news... paul called me today and want me too meet him in montreal this commign weekend. i dunno spencer want to go.. but im fucking crazy broke ass... and i rather go on my way home. simons is the best department store ever damn it and there three effing malls beside me its crazy booo there goes all my money.,... so walmart was alright i bought a crap load of food and make up weee.... so im obsessed with molasses cookies.. there pretty popular here mmmm. check out my msn site for pics... on my way to walmart i saw a Ferrari 599 GTB holy fuck im in love...
"Hidden away in the dash is a high-end, iPod-ready car stereo -- likely there for those times that a 599 owner's ungrateful lady friend wants to hear something other than the sweet roar of the V12. We'd normally suggest that one should dump a girl such as this, as there are many smart and talented ladies that can appreciate a car such as this."
"Sadly, we'll never be able to afford a car such as the 599 GTB, and as such, we'll never attract the super-nova hot ladies that would flock to a car such as this. But we can afford to look at pictures of the car, because looking at pictures is free."