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Been dipping into my past. Would like to see some people and can't, and other I feel more like I need to see them more than I want to. I know its no good to dwell on your history but I also feel like there is no good way to move forward without some kind of closure.
I don't know. Things are getting to me right now that don't normally. And maybe it is because I haven't met anyone new or made any new friends in a while that I am wanting to dig up old ones(more exes than friends). I guess my life just needs a little flavor right now.
School is great, I can't get over how much I love it but everything else is so up in the air. And that shit bothers me. I can't get a grasp on anything, make plans or get comfortable. But at the same time is this constant state of agitation pushing those i am fortunate to have around me away?
All I know is I need to get my shit together.
And Alanna, Nora, Geoff and Melissa. I miss you guys and would really love to see you soon.
I don't know. Things are getting to me right now that don't normally. And maybe it is because I haven't met anyone new or made any new friends in a while that I am wanting to dig up old ones(more exes than friends). I guess my life just needs a little flavor right now.
School is great, I can't get over how much I love it but everything else is so up in the air. And that shit bothers me. I can't get a grasp on anything, make plans or get comfortable. But at the same time is this constant state of agitation pushing those i am fortunate to have around me away?
All I know is I need to get my shit together.
And Alanna, Nora, Geoff and Melissa. I miss you guys and would really love to see you soon.