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Nothing is working out like it's supposed to right now.
A violist I know got into a school I haven't heard anything from yet - granted, it wasn't my best audition, but I'd like to hear SOMETHING.
The assistantship I was applying for that was GREAT required a dvd, that my father promised to make from my recording and send Monday. (It was DUE Wednesday). In fact, I have mails that say: I'll send it this afternoon - come to find out today, he hasn't. It's for a legitimate reason (trouble getting a smoothly playing version), but now I'm fucked and not eligible.
I already look unreliable to the school due to the trouble I had securing my recommendations - which better have shown up by yesterday, but christ. This assistantship was important, and now... I want to break things and scream and UGH.
I don't know what to do.
A violist I know got into a school I haven't heard anything from yet - granted, it wasn't my best audition, but I'd like to hear SOMETHING.
The assistantship I was applying for that was GREAT required a dvd, that my father promised to make from my recording and send Monday. (It was DUE Wednesday). In fact, I have mails that say: I'll send it this afternoon - come to find out today, he hasn't. It's for a legitimate reason (trouble getting a smoothly playing version), but now I'm fucked and not eligible.
I already look unreliable to the school due to the trouble I had securing my recommendations - which better have shown up by yesterday, but christ. This assistantship was important, and now... I want to break things and scream and UGH.
I don't know what to do.