336. serenity
I've been feeling okay these days, it feels kind of odd. I feel relaxed, I enjoy my time, I keep on laughing, I don't feel triggered, etc etc. Whoa, great, isn't it? But because it's so serene that it makes me suspicious (LOL). Maybe some part of me just don't like it when I'm not feeling miserable.
But I've been having recurring nightmares. Those that I don't remember but made me feel uneasy, and those that I don't understand the meaning. I grew scared of nighttime when I'm supposed to be sleeping because every time I go to sleep, I wake up feeling...... I don't know what's the word.... strangely exhausted and uneasy.
Then I'm reminded by the fact that
I haven't chosen
my future plan
well
aha
ha
ha
and I'm running out of money
But I've been having recurring nightmares. Those that I don't remember but made me feel uneasy, and those that I don't understand the meaning. I grew scared of nighttime when I'm supposed to be sleeping because every time I go to sleep, I wake up feeling...... I don't know what's the word.... strangely exhausted and uneasy.
Then I'm reminded by the fact that
I haven't chosen
my future plan
well
aha
ha
ha
and I'm running out of money