This is my life..
I wasn’t given enough, when times was tough
In a bad way, Nobody wanted to help us
So I guess we was helpless, and struggling
And there was no place to go if ya family was sufferein
So many problems, so many different thangs
Shit just aint the same, I miss the old days
I guess its fucked up, cause today its all switched
But back when I comin up this whole life was different
Three feet shorter, three hundred more problems
A hundred more pounds later, I still got em
Moms and pops split, but didnt change nuthin
Left out tha loop, wasnt catchin onto something
My Dad asked how I felt bout his choice
Told him no matter what, ill always be ya baby boy
Refuse to disappoint, I gotta do the oposite
Got a lil older, found something I could profit wit
I did it day and night, shoulda been sleepin
While my friends was jackin off, I was in the streets an
Pushin small weight, enough for a lil me
Then spend my re-up money on some more weed
Kept smoking, buisiness got low
Took it school, coulda sold it the principle
Slick moves, but never taught the rules
When everybody snitched, I switched my school
I told goodbye, ran away with problems
Runnin to find what I been missin since my childhood
It was funny, I was diein to switch schools
hated my own peers, the teachers was fools
got what I wanted, with different circumstances
could used some support, instead I got no answers
didn’t take me too long to realize I was wrong
hated every fuckin minute I wasn’t home
wishin I could go back and change what I did
today im a man, back then I was a kid
and funny thing, it was three months after
but I grew up so much, when im surrounded by disaster
then I met shorty, straight obsessed with this girl
writin bullshit songs, hear now and wanna earl
but back then she was sumthin, short of 10
but to have her on my arm, made me feel like a man
got a little to deep, had shorty thinking I loved her
I never did, but I didn’t want to confront it
Didn’t wanna watch her break with my words
But finally I broke, told her what she deserves
I didn’t want her no more, don’t wanna hear that voice
Don’t wanna see that face, I wont regret my choice
We still fucked, I weened her off slowly
But when she threw a scene, I was like u don’t kno me
So don’t come at me with this weak accusation
Ruinin the best moment of my life; graduation
I cut her off, haven’t spoken to her since
One hour on the phone, told the hoe good riddance
Asked way, you think I was too harsh?
Shook his head naw, that was only the start
I was fallin apart, tryna pull it together
Lookin for missin pieces, to make it fit better
Been outta state, it only made me wiser
So now I stand up, when face to face with a lie-er
Shits hard as we speak, theres no jobs
Pops aint returned my call in like soo long
Off probation, so one less shackle
Now if I find a fuckin job, it’ll be less of a hassle
Could get my own place, start my own life
Look at what ive done, then at the rest of my life
Lookin for the light at the end of tunnel
I wanna live my dreams, but my sleep is disgruntled
Im juss hopin that I was born to do this
Id rather crawl back in the whom, than not make music
In a bad way, Nobody wanted to help us
So I guess we was helpless, and struggling
And there was no place to go if ya family was sufferein
So many problems, so many different thangs
Shit just aint the same, I miss the old days
I guess its fucked up, cause today its all switched
But back when I comin up this whole life was different
Three feet shorter, three hundred more problems
A hundred more pounds later, I still got em
Moms and pops split, but didnt change nuthin
Left out tha loop, wasnt catchin onto something
My Dad asked how I felt bout his choice
Told him no matter what, ill always be ya baby boy
Refuse to disappoint, I gotta do the oposite
Got a lil older, found something I could profit wit
I did it day and night, shoulda been sleepin
While my friends was jackin off, I was in the streets an
Pushin small weight, enough for a lil me
Then spend my re-up money on some more weed
Kept smoking, buisiness got low
Took it school, coulda sold it the principle
Slick moves, but never taught the rules
When everybody snitched, I switched my school
I told goodbye, ran away with problems
Runnin to find what I been missin since my childhood
It was funny, I was diein to switch schools
hated my own peers, the teachers was fools
got what I wanted, with different circumstances
could used some support, instead I got no answers
didn’t take me too long to realize I was wrong
hated every fuckin minute I wasn’t home
wishin I could go back and change what I did
today im a man, back then I was a kid
and funny thing, it was three months after
but I grew up so much, when im surrounded by disaster
then I met shorty, straight obsessed with this girl
writin bullshit songs, hear now and wanna earl
but back then she was sumthin, short of 10
but to have her on my arm, made me feel like a man
got a little to deep, had shorty thinking I loved her
I never did, but I didn’t want to confront it
Didn’t wanna watch her break with my words
But finally I broke, told her what she deserves
I didn’t want her no more, don’t wanna hear that voice
Don’t wanna see that face, I wont regret my choice
We still fucked, I weened her off slowly
But when she threw a scene, I was like u don’t kno me
So don’t come at me with this weak accusation
Ruinin the best moment of my life; graduation
I cut her off, haven’t spoken to her since
One hour on the phone, told the hoe good riddance
Asked way, you think I was too harsh?
Shook his head naw, that was only the start
I was fallin apart, tryna pull it together
Lookin for missin pieces, to make it fit better
Been outta state, it only made me wiser
So now I stand up, when face to face with a lie-er
Shits hard as we speak, theres no jobs
Pops aint returned my call in like soo long
Off probation, so one less shackle
Now if I find a fuckin job, it’ll be less of a hassle
Could get my own place, start my own life
Look at what ive done, then at the rest of my life
Lookin for the light at the end of tunnel
I wanna live my dreams, but my sleep is disgruntled
Im juss hopin that I was born to do this
Id rather crawl back in the whom, than not make music