thank god its May
Its been ages since I last posted here. But I'm home, by myself and am a little bored. The last couple of months since I wrote have been quite insane, and there have some things that I would rather just forget.
So not to drag things out, the highlights have been:
- Getting kicked out of my home, and having to move once again. On the upside, my new place is really awesome and even though it is a little more expensive, I love having the extra space and living closer to the city.
- My car was smashed into by a truck, I wasn't hurt, but the derro who was driving tried to tell me it was my fault that he smashed into me, while I wasn't moving, I corrected him. My car is back to normal now, although it was not great timing as it occured just after we signed the lease to our new place. I managed to get it back the day before I moved, which was lucky.
- My Nan had a stroke, I know that she is old (88 yrs), but it still hard to be reminded of the mortality of your loved ones. She has made a good recovery, although it now sits in the back of my mind that she'll never see me get married or have children of my own, or finally be in my dream job.
- My head was messed around by yet another guy. You think you get to know someone, and every action they make, leads you to believe that you maybe someone special to them, more so than anyone else. But then as usual I'm the fool and end up alone and frustrated by not seeing what a dooshbag they really are. Its sux that I'm always that girl who can't pick out the right guy for herself, it makes me feel so pathetic.
- I'm still working as a lab tech, its not a bad job and I like the people I work with, but with the flu season coming up and with the swine flu that has everyone freaking out, my work life is about to get a little more crazy. I don't want to stay there for too much longer I think, I just don't see myself going anywhere in that place, and if I want to make more of myself than just a lab tech, then I'm going to have to look else where, and lets face it, its not like I have a husband and kids to distract me.
That in summary is why I'm glad its May, I know its just a different month, but I'm using it as a way to wash myself of the last couple of months and start a fresh (the many drinks I consumed on friday night, also assisted in that cleansing).
SO wish me luck with the rest of year.
So not to drag things out, the highlights have been:
- Getting kicked out of my home, and having to move once again. On the upside, my new place is really awesome and even though it is a little more expensive, I love having the extra space and living closer to the city.
- My car was smashed into by a truck, I wasn't hurt, but the derro who was driving tried to tell me it was my fault that he smashed into me, while I wasn't moving, I corrected him. My car is back to normal now, although it was not great timing as it occured just after we signed the lease to our new place. I managed to get it back the day before I moved, which was lucky.
- My Nan had a stroke, I know that she is old (88 yrs), but it still hard to be reminded of the mortality of your loved ones. She has made a good recovery, although it now sits in the back of my mind that she'll never see me get married or have children of my own, or finally be in my dream job.
- My head was messed around by yet another guy. You think you get to know someone, and every action they make, leads you to believe that you maybe someone special to them, more so than anyone else. But then as usual I'm the fool and end up alone and frustrated by not seeing what a dooshbag they really are. Its sux that I'm always that girl who can't pick out the right guy for herself, it makes me feel so pathetic.
- I'm still working as a lab tech, its not a bad job and I like the people I work with, but with the flu season coming up and with the swine flu that has everyone freaking out, my work life is about to get a little more crazy. I don't want to stay there for too much longer I think, I just don't see myself going anywhere in that place, and if I want to make more of myself than just a lab tech, then I'm going to have to look else where, and lets face it, its not like I have a husband and kids to distract me.
That in summary is why I'm glad its May, I know its just a different month, but I'm using it as a way to wash myself of the last couple of months and start a fresh (the many drinks I consumed on friday night, also assisted in that cleansing).
SO wish me luck with the rest of year.