Im 3 days sober!!!!!!!!!!!
One Day can change your life
One little mistake
Someone forgot to lock the door
He came in
She was listening
He absorbed her happiness
with a piece of cloth over her face
He came up from behind her
She was defenseless
Hopeless
Dumbfounded
Smacked in the face by a perpitrator
A viloator
A son-of-a-bitch
Fucked her up when he went inside
Melted her
Ripped her up
destroyed her
all the pain
wanting to die
screaming inside
motionless
numb
helpless
the feelings were trapped inside her
almost for a week
but after a while, the physical and emotional pain was too unbearable
crying herself to sleep every night didnt work
that bitch killed her
so why wasnt she dead
picture being stabbed in your gut
and keeping the knife there for the rest of your life
multiply that by 100
that not half the pain she feels
does the pain go away?
never
because he hasnt been caught
he consumed her everything
her life
gave her two things to live with
both fucked her up
the violaiton
and the disease
she'll never be the same
no normal relationships
its hard to have sex
memories shoot at her like an AK everytime she does something sexual
pain
frustration
agony
confusion
helpless
hopeless
dead
ashamed
torn
ripped
smashed
smacked
anger
suffering
hallucinations
yes, hallucinations
everytime a guy makes a sexul comment
she gets tense
she hallucinates shit
could he have been the bitch
the asshole
the satanic whore
there are exceptions, very few
she clicked with one guy
she liked him
he liked her
and then he found out what she had wasnt a rumor
he was scared and confused
but he liked her
so he researched
still scared
still confused
still liked her
when the time came
she froze
tensed up
fucked it up
he says he understood
but he really never will
its too complicated the bitch was too powerful
scarred her for life
but she has to move on
she has to keep singing her song
cant do it alone though
her mom's crazy
her dad's a fuckin sergeant
family's a mess
who's gonna help her?
she cant trust many people
how does everyone know?
thats private
confidetial
she has to live it again
the violation of her privacy
she wants to fuck up every bitch that talks shit
toothpick bitches and mushrooms
cant-it'll be taken care of though
who can she talk to?
she has faith in god
but he cant give advice
is he the only one she can trust?
this world is so fucked up
she cant get help at school
how can she?
everyone already talks about it
"hey did you hear about that slut nicole?"
"o yea didnt she fuck that one guy?"
"yea and didnt she blow these guys?"
"hoe"
"slut"
"whore"
yea that helps the healing process
she cant trust anyone
this world is fucked
she has so much to say
cant find the words
dont know how to say it
doesnt come out right
no one knows who the bitch is
coulda been a beaner, nigger, or cracker
who comes up with those words
such hate
life already sux
we dont need labels, fuck that
if she finds the bitch
o dam its on, muthafuckin bitch
shes gonna make him feel so much pain...fuck!
all the shit shes been through
she had to grow up real fast
faster than most kids her age
she wants to grind his bones with her hands
she wants to see the bastard burn slowly
watch the blood flow down his chest when she stabs him
detroy him
like he destroyed her
this bitch tripped her
but how is she gonna get up?
she needs help
but she doesnt know how to ask for it
or who to ask
who can she trust
shes gonna make it to heaven
shes going through hell
gotta push away the clouds and bring back the sunshine
bring back the tquila sunrise
One little mistake
Someone forgot to lock the door
He came in
She was listening
He absorbed her happiness
with a piece of cloth over her face
He came up from behind her
She was defenseless
Hopeless
Dumbfounded
Smacked in the face by a perpitrator
A viloator
A son-of-a-bitch
Fucked her up when he went inside
Melted her
Ripped her up
destroyed her
all the pain
wanting to die
screaming inside
motionless
numb
helpless
the feelings were trapped inside her
almost for a week
but after a while, the physical and emotional pain was too unbearable
crying herself to sleep every night didnt work
that bitch killed her
so why wasnt she dead
picture being stabbed in your gut
and keeping the knife there for the rest of your life
multiply that by 100
that not half the pain she feels
does the pain go away?
never
because he hasnt been caught
he consumed her everything
her life
gave her two things to live with
both fucked her up
the violaiton
and the disease
she'll never be the same
no normal relationships
its hard to have sex
memories shoot at her like an AK everytime she does something sexual
pain
frustration
agony
confusion
helpless
hopeless
dead
ashamed
torn
ripped
smashed
smacked
anger
suffering
hallucinations
yes, hallucinations
everytime a guy makes a sexul comment
she gets tense
she hallucinates shit
could he have been the bitch
the asshole
the satanic whore
there are exceptions, very few
she clicked with one guy
she liked him
he liked her
and then he found out what she had wasnt a rumor
he was scared and confused
but he liked her
so he researched
still scared
still confused
still liked her
when the time came
she froze
tensed up
fucked it up
he says he understood
but he really never will
its too complicated the bitch was too powerful
scarred her for life
but she has to move on
she has to keep singing her song
cant do it alone though
her mom's crazy
her dad's a fuckin sergeant
family's a mess
who's gonna help her?
she cant trust many people
how does everyone know?
thats private
confidetial
she has to live it again
the violation of her privacy
she wants to fuck up every bitch that talks shit
toothpick bitches and mushrooms
cant-it'll be taken care of though
who can she talk to?
she has faith in god
but he cant give advice
is he the only one she can trust?
this world is so fucked up
she cant get help at school
how can she?
everyone already talks about it
"hey did you hear about that slut nicole?"
"o yea didnt she fuck that one guy?"
"yea and didnt she blow these guys?"
"hoe"
"slut"
"whore"
yea that helps the healing process
she cant trust anyone
this world is fucked
she has so much to say
cant find the words
dont know how to say it
doesnt come out right
no one knows who the bitch is
coulda been a beaner, nigger, or cracker
who comes up with those words
such hate
life already sux
we dont need labels, fuck that
if she finds the bitch
o dam its on, muthafuckin bitch
shes gonna make him feel so much pain...fuck!
all the shit shes been through
she had to grow up real fast
faster than most kids her age
she wants to grind his bones with her hands
she wants to see the bastard burn slowly
watch the blood flow down his chest when she stabs him
detroy him
like he destroyed her
this bitch tripped her
but how is she gonna get up?
she needs help
but she doesnt know how to ask for it
or who to ask
who can she trust
shes gonna make it to heaven
shes going through hell
gotta push away the clouds and bring back the sunshine
bring back the tquila sunrise