one a day...
I'm going to try to write a journal entry once a day, and expose my feelings to the world. Of course this will probably end tomorrow, but three days in a row is a good start, right?
Managed to get a ton of stuff done today. Still a ton left to do, and I'm exhausted. :-/ I feel like I always have "shit to do". Sometimes I wish I could be more free, less self-restricting, more laid back... but instead I drive myself crazy making lists of the shit I need to do.
I think I need a vacation. Just leave everything behind. It can't get done while I'm away, so f* it. Maybe after Dale gets settled... but then I'm sure I'll find another reason to put it off.
Why am I so anal?
Managed to get a ton of stuff done today. Still a ton left to do, and I'm exhausted. :-/ I feel like I always have "shit to do". Sometimes I wish I could be more free, less self-restricting, more laid back... but instead I drive myself crazy making lists of the shit I need to do.
I think I need a vacation. Just leave everything behind. It can't get done while I'm away, so f* it. Maybe after Dale gets settled... but then I'm sure I'll find another reason to put it off.
Why am I so anal?