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Nov 17, 2011 01:54

The Goodbye Meme

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???? desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 02:10:20 UTC
[He was sure he wanted to leave, but now he's undecided. Staring at the door. His contractor side was telling him to go, go back to his usual life. Go back to being a loyal contractor. But another part of him wanted to stay. Staying will guarantee his freedom, but he will never see the people he cared about. If he went then what? Go back to killing and being a subject of experiments. The only positive would be seeing his family. A family he has missed greatly. Taking a hesitant step forward.]

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besomeothername November 18 2011, 02:39:42 UTC
Aw c'mon. I don't even get a good-bye?

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desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 02:50:11 UTC
Why? I'm not sure if I should go or not.

[Glancing over at Lavi.]

...What's more important to you, family or your freedom? [Murmuring. He turns his attention back to the door]

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besomeothername November 18 2011, 02:56:47 UTC
Where do you friends fit in all that?

[Smiles brightly at him, shoving his hands in his pockets]

Though my thoughts would be... what's the point of having freedom if you don't have anyone to enjoy it with?

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desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 03:07:49 UTC
My friends...family. They are what make up my family.

[For the first time in his life he's sincere. He's known this fact but has never spoken it out loud. It shocks him for a bit to act so human, and not be repulsed]

Hn. [He's still not sure. Leaning his forehead against the door he closes his eyes, thinking.]

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besomeothername November 18 2011, 03:18:34 UTC
Kanda. If you stayed here, what would you do?

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desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 03:23:26 UTC
Nothing. Just go through life like everyone else, I guess.

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besomeothername November 18 2011, 03:44:02 UTC
And if you went home?

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desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 03:49:00 UTC
...Go back to being a contractor. Killing who ever they tell me. Continue to be a test subject, but I will still see them, my family. Even if it is for a brief moment I will still see them.

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besomeothername November 18 2011, 03:55:27 UTC
Is it enough though. Will they give you enough time with them to make your sacrifice worth it?

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desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 03:59:51 UTC
...I don't know.

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besomeothername November 18 2011, 08:37:25 UTC
Then let me ask it this way. Your home... you never talk of it fondly. Not really. There's always a certain amount of contempt, I guess, or dislike for the life that you lead at home.

What about the Dressing Room? Do you like it here? Have you made at least one friend that would not make this place seem so lonely?

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desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 13:33:56 UTC
Sometimes when it's not messing with me.

[Looking over at Lavi]

Yeah, but I haven't seen them for awhile.

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besomeothername November 18 2011, 18:08:57 UTC
Who are they? Maybe I can help you find them?

Or better yet, maybe you can find the door to their world and follow them. That wouldn't be so bad, would it? Going off to live in a brand new world.

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desiredhumanity November 18 2011, 21:02:52 UTC
I won't do such a thing. It's careless, and selfish. Besides Moyashi said he was fighting a war. I want to avoid anything that revolves around killing.

[Shoving his fist in his pockets he let's out a sigh]

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besomeothername November 19 2011, 02:41:59 UTC
What's wrong with being selfish now and again, yeah? Who exactly are you hurting?

... Though I have to agree with the war part, yeah.

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