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and so i`m getting ready for work; I start workin @ bath & body. today I`ll be there till about 1`ish, then i`m going to the doctors ;]
+ hopefully I get to chill with my boobie. I miss him! I went to his house two nights ago and we slept so great together. no sex . . just cuddles & kisses. I love spending time with him, he never presses me for anything. He just simply enjoys my company.
+ Oh wow, I spoke to Brian the other day. . we had a great conversation, I told him I needed some time to figure myself out and he agreed to everything. . it felt like we were on the same page, like he understood everything I was saying, and days later he was contemplating suicide. I don`t know what to do about all that. I don`t wanna be with him; and I don`t wanna lose a great friend. It`s like he got split personalities. I can`t quite understand why he'd pretend as though everything was alright. . especially the night we stayed on the phone for a good 4 hours talking about "our love life".
+ today i`m missing my folks that passed away. I miss y`all, and can`t wait till we meet again. R.I.P vovo, larry, aja, amos, dinho, nic, chris, manny, jeff, yorki, ruthy, stash. .