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Is there ever a more alone than when you can't be with anyone but yourself, because you are too much heartache to anyone you are with, but want so badly to be with anyone but yourself? Is there? It feels like there is a silent film running in my head, but the soundtrack player is drunk and unstable. Nothing is in sync, and nothing makes any damned sense. But, things are rushing by without a sound to help me recognize their urgency. What to do, what to do... Kill the piano player. I can't handle being deaf to the music of my own life. My life's rhythm is enough to make me crazy, but without the sounds of insanity constantly bombarding me, I would feel as though I was floating listlessly through a sea of angry words in my mind. I can't handle the only noise being my hateful sense of self.
So, basically, I need to do something with my life. And soon. Any suggestions???
So, basically, I need to do something with my life. And soon. Any suggestions???