so this is me rambling and I can't do it in my own journal....
My life as of late has been crazy. Just one huge scale of things happening that weren't supposed to. I am not really sure why the fate's decided to cram all of this shit into such a short time span but they did. Within a month I am not really talking to my best friend anymore. Which is killing me. I ended up falling for someone I really don't want to have feelings for. The person is all wrong for me in terms of life goals, drug use, distance, time, everything about my life does not fit into theirs. But yet I am finding myself completly taken with the individual. I got my grades for my most current semester and did a lot worse than I was expecting. I took 15 hours and I barely maintained a B average, I am scared to lose my scholarship. My work situation is crappy, I just want to kill my boss almost every week. I just don't know how to sort all of this out into a logical progression. I would like to make sense of it all but I can't. To make my life even more entertaining My S/O thought it funny to cheat on me. Then call me about it right after the cheating had been conducted. I need to move or something, there is to much stuff to deal with.
OK goodnight.
OK goodnight.