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I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me back.
People have been in love with me without me reciprocating. I always feel bad about it, but there's nothing I can do to change it. You can't choose who you love or who you're attracted to, it just happens. Now I am on the opposite end of the equation and it is really dragging me down. I think about this person all day. I have trouble sleeping. I want to call or write, but I don't because I don't want to bother them. I don't know how to deal with this. I hate feeling like this. I know I should just move on, but I hold on to this hope that one day they will come to their senses and see how great I really am. I want to be there when that happens. Wishful thinking has never gotten me anywhere, so why can't I just let it go? This sucks.
People have been in love with me without me reciprocating. I always feel bad about it, but there's nothing I can do to change it. You can't choose who you love or who you're attracted to, it just happens. Now I am on the opposite end of the equation and it is really dragging me down. I think about this person all day. I have trouble sleeping. I want to call or write, but I don't because I don't want to bother them. I don't know how to deal with this. I hate feeling like this. I know I should just move on, but I hold on to this hope that one day they will come to their senses and see how great I really am. I want to be there when that happens. Wishful thinking has never gotten me anywhere, so why can't I just let it go? This sucks.