May 04, 2005 14:43
*If I asked you a question, would you look me in the eye? Has our love been built on lies? Well, why I'm asking, you see, the time has come to turn our backs forever, or work this through somehow.*
Rain go away. Rained all night, I think. The dog got nervous or something... peed on the carpet. Damn dog. Oh well. Work is no better today. Lazy people make me mad. There's 3 of us.. used to 4.. he walked out. We have usually a report that can vary between 3-10 pages. If it's a lot, we'll split it up, knock it out. Usually takes me 2-3 hours to knock out 3-4 pages, the others take all day. We got our list yesterday morning and then a new one yesterday afternoon around 3. I had already started working on it. Came in this morning to finish it. Well, there's this one girl. She's 41 with the maturity of a 15 year old. Good lord. She had started her list, but dilly-dallyed around (for 5 hours!!) and didn't start on it again until almost 1:30 this afternoon. Well, to get our next list, they all have to be knocked out from the previous list. Well, instead of sitting there being bored, I decided to finish her part of the list, which was keeping us from getting the next one. Well, by the time she decided to start working she noticed her part of the list was finished and chewed me out. Bitch! Get outta my face. I just ignored her and went to lunch. I love being snooty. Hehe.
*Look in my eyes, kiss my mouth hard. Let your conviction reassure my heart. Promise me now, I'll promise you too, I love you.*
The weather's fluctuating too much and I'm afraid I may get sick again. This hot, cold, hot, cold crap is ridiculous. I like the cold because you can really bundle up in the blankets and get all warm and cozy. But I like that hot because you can strip outside and nobody cares. LOL Right. I'm thinking about sending my info into New York hoping to land an audition with "Rent." I have always been a fan of the music, but never saw the show until Thanksgiving before last in Orange, Texas. That was a fun time. Good memories. I found the 1st half of the CD and it's been playing in my car for the majority of the time.. next to Ms. Mimi now. She's so domineering. But, I'm really debating it right now. I mean, you just send a picture of yourself with a type of "resume" of any past acting and singing experiences. That right there tells you it's the majority of looks to begin with. Then talent. They'll even take a person with no experience, if they have the right look. Hmm... may have to re-think that. But it'd be cool... I think.
*Hey you, do not walk away. Let's choose love. Come on, what do you say? Hey you, know that I would spend my whole life all over again to find you.*