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i walked along the beach and i didnt feel any sand between my toes and no breeze blowing my hair or sun heating my neck
it all just seemed sort of well sort of not like how a beach is supposed to seem and i began to worry and think about what this could mean
what this could mean leads some how back to my insecurities i guess and i guess i just cant do anything about it but
feel nothing between my toes or under my hair or on my neck and its a chapter of acceptance of some sort or another you know
just one of those things in life youve got to let go and accept how you feel and embrace it the most you can
but what if how you feel is uncertain and then you suddenly hear the water hit the rocks and the storm brewing
the sand coating your feet and rising to your legs your hips your neck! what now what now what now! the undertoAD keeps taking a crack
at your erect head above the sand and youre completely helpless and unsure of how youre going to die
will you hold your breath to prevent the sand from filling your lungs or will the water push through and suffocate you itself