Oct 23, 2005 22:19
Well alots happened since i last wrote in here. For one my Birthday was on the 10th of sept i turned 20 i really didn't do much for my birthday. about 10 days after my Birthday i started getting sick i had pains in lower back and stomach. tues sept 20 around 10:30 pm the pain was so bad so agonizing i had to go to the ER at Hamot. First thing that came to mind was kidney stones which my dad had and he said was pretty damn painful. So im in the ER they take a Cat scan and do some blood work aand a piss test. Strange thing is that cat scan didn't show any stones but they still diagnosed me as having kindney stones.They give me some pain meds and send me home. next day same thing im just in terrible pain so i call my doctor and get an appointment for thurs sept 22. I go to this doctor he examines me looks at the papers and says according to these papers the Cat scan showed a Mass in the pelvic area But the doctor says its probably just lypnotes or something like that and says wait a week if your still in pain we'll do an MRI. Well Sat sept 24 i went to the ER again when i fell to the ground in pure utter agony. This time though i went to saint vincents were the ER doctor told the Mass could be lyphoma or cancer its definitly something u dont ever wanna hear or expect to hear. Mon sept 26 i get admitted to saint vincent;s hospital were they run more tests. At this point ya know im thinkin about everything ya know im 20 just turned this cant be happening then im thinkin about all the things i have't done yet the ppl u care about and all the things that ive done wrong. They bring in the Oncology doctor and surgeon and we discuss the possibility's and what it might at this point we still dont know what it is. Thurs all the tests come back and there all good i can relax just a little bit butb on the other hand it can still be cancerous so the only way to know is to remove the mass which was going to happen the following day on Fri the 30 at 5:30 am . sept 9:30 am i wake up after surgery in pain of course but the first thing i ask is was it cancerous the answer is NO what a relief. I remained in the hospital for 5 days after surgery and came home on weds october 5.
I can honestly say i am a lucky person and i thank god for giving me a new lease on life. The whole thing got me thinkin about my future and what i want to do with my life and i definitly dont wanna work at walmart all my life So next fall im going to back to school either im gunna go to behrend or Lecom.
This weekend kelly came into town which was great cause i haven't seen her in almost 2 months Fri we went to starbucks talked about a bunch of stuff then went to a party at my friend jenn's house it was definitly one huge sausage fest i mean there was about 8 guys and 3 girls. LOL we were talkin about going to Canada and the niagra falls and kelly was like what about me to that this one kid spooner said u could be our designated driver i was like she cant drive we'd end up fall off the falls and then kelly says IM WET evryone busts out laughing it was definitly funny if u were there. Sat we went up to mall and met up with janelle, kristin and carly Janelle i hadn't seen in a while so that was kinda fun after that we were gunna have a little party at kel's house but since no one obviously wanted to come and chill with us we went out to edinboro and visited steve. Yes it was kinda of akward but ive been alot more akward situations. But hopefully she had a good time caus ei know i did. Later peeps