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As I am typing this entry, I am currently answering our online readiness test provided for us by the review school.
I don't know if I'm doing well.
Answering all of those 900 questions makes me feel a lil bit of remorse for not taking it seriously.
I mean, the National Borad Exams that I am preparing for would determine my career as a professional.
I wanted to PASS the exam on the 3rd and 4th of July. But I feel that I'm not giving my BEST on it.
How do I deal with this?
Seriously. I'm getting more jittery and nervous and pressured hearing that the exams would be a LOT more difficult the way others are expecting.
But of course, the LAZY me is not doing anything right.
I don't want to disappoint myself. Nor my parents who spent thousands of money just for me finish my chosen degree in college.
Not to mention the pressure to pass the exams. My older siblings are already professional and are doing well in their own field.
Aigoo.
Reaallyyy
What exactly is happening to me?
I'm getting lazier by the day. Broke. Cause I don't havemy own money since that my allowance is already cutted off.
I can't leave the house. Though I'd really love to.
i hope to write something POSITIVE next time.
Fighting~~
I don't know if I'm doing well.
Answering all of those 900 questions makes me feel a lil bit of remorse for not taking it seriously.
I mean, the National Borad Exams that I am preparing for would determine my career as a professional.
I wanted to PASS the exam on the 3rd and 4th of July. But I feel that I'm not giving my BEST on it.
How do I deal with this?
Seriously. I'm getting more jittery and nervous and pressured hearing that the exams would be a LOT more difficult the way others are expecting.
But of course, the LAZY me is not doing anything right.
I don't want to disappoint myself. Nor my parents who spent thousands of money just for me finish my chosen degree in college.
Not to mention the pressure to pass the exams. My older siblings are already professional and are doing well in their own field.
Aigoo.
Reaallyyy
What exactly is happening to me?
I'm getting lazier by the day. Broke. Cause I don't havemy own money since that my allowance is already cutted off.
I can't leave the house. Though I'd really love to.
i hope to write something POSITIVE next time.
Fighting~~