Life is wonderful

[dfly713]

You know, everything happens for a reason. I've sometimes thought that I'd want to know what someone was thinking or I'd want to know what happens in ten years, but I really don't once I thought about it. I think I have multiple personalities at times, but maybe that just means I'm a well-rounded INDIVIDUAL. I was told today by my professor and

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[nickrocksmysox]

Was I the *someone* who gave that advice? I remember saying something like that I think but who knows. Like I've told you before, what's supposed to happen will. If you are supposed to go to Thailand, you will. "Listen to your heart!" In the short time that we have been "good friends" I've seen you and Trevor grow big time. I don't know what I would do in your situation or what I even think about it. I mean yes, follow your dreams, but that doesn't necessarily mean going to Thailand. You have to step back and take a look, do you want to leave everyone and everything for this once in a lifetime chance? Or is staying here more important to you. No one can tell you what you should do, you have to think it out and do what YOU want! You are so used to thinking of others and not yourself, that is what is making this hard on you. Also like I've told you before, if you go to Thailand and decide it isn't for you, COME BACK! You don't have to stay there if it's no what makes you happy. You may get over there and love it and decide that is your calling in life. You're right, you do come first and whatever you decide, everyone who loves you *including me ;) will support you and stick behind you all the way. Of course we will miss you like crazy but will be so happy you are pursuing your dreams. You are Trevor want some different things in life so I do think you all need to get serious and discuss some things. Make sure he sees you in his future. Make sure in his plans to move to California that you are there with him. Make sure you are both in this for the long haul (which I think you are!)I don't think you should stay back for Trevor or anyone else for that matter but I do think you need to think about your future. Are you and Trevor willing to "wait" for each other? *And your decision about Thailand shouldn't be based on that, it's just something you need to think about* Does Trevor want you to move to California with him? Dang, I am just rambling, I know what I am trying to say but just can't say it. I hate typing so let me think what I am trying to say and I'll just discuss it with you on the phone sometime. I love you TIGHTLY!