Wow.... do I ever feel low
You know when you just want to top yourself? Yeah. That's me right now.
I think my mum is trying to bribe me into staying in the house with expensive gifts. Sorry, that's not going to make me want to take a bus for a few hours just to get to school, when I could take a bus for 15 minutes instead. But I feel bad. If that's what it's for, though, she can just take back what she's bought.
I'm having second thoughts about moving, but it's too late to back out at this point, since my friend is depending on me as her roommate. I'll just have to spend every possible moment back home is all.
I think I will just top myself. Too much guilt. I mean, I certainly can't just drop out of uni! Might as well go out in style.
Ugh.
Angst.
I think my mum is trying to bribe me into staying in the house with expensive gifts. Sorry, that's not going to make me want to take a bus for a few hours just to get to school, when I could take a bus for 15 minutes instead. But I feel bad. If that's what it's for, though, she can just take back what she's bought.
I'm having second thoughts about moving, but it's too late to back out at this point, since my friend is depending on me as her roommate. I'll just have to spend every possible moment back home is all.
I think I will just top myself. Too much guilt. I mean, I certainly can't just drop out of uni! Might as well go out in style.
Ugh.
Angst.