Aug 17, 2016 01:35
Removing myself from the situation. I look back over the years, wondering where I lived. When I lived. I lost so much this year. I had take stock in what brought me here. I see the words in this journal and I frown. Searching for a thread, a purpose and a meaning between those lines of poetry. It is simple Lunacy, the object of my search was in fact digital lunacy.
It does make me smile. Alison, Erwin, Lisa, Steph, the people who used to peruse this thing. A time before login and ad agendas. I also miss these people.
Doesn't matter now, the sky is falling and everything about me hurts when I think about the lost opportunity. Try not to hang on. Try not to let it crush you. The wondering is still there...