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Apr 04, 2005 12:54

Last friday we played in the dung hut dorm again.. with thumbs up.  It was a ton of fun.

Moggfest was also a great time.

On Course's last show.  I said the shit about Jon Murphy at the end because I had to get it out.  Yea it sucks.. but I realized that no one will ever know who their real friends are.  Everyone gets shit on by their friends, but the extent of this one kid being mocked was just too much even for me.  You should really look and figure yourself out.  It's been bugging me for so long.  Not that many people know what bullshit we went through, esp me.  The past couple of months have been great and I haven't had to deal with him on a regular basis, so I decided I'd rather keep it that way now.  No one knows the extent of which his shit just won't stop flowing out, and one just can't shake his head enough, can't look past it enough, can't give any more second chances because they've been given out too many times.  We were a 'positive' hardcore band.. I let shit go so many times.  This being said I couldn't deal with it anymore and being in this position I felt that being positive was not a good call because we were turning rotten.  Making fun of Jon behind his back for as long as we were 'friends' was wrong and I regret it, that was not right of me and after this whole time I don't understand why I did it.  Not very positive huh.  It should have ended long ago, but I have a tendency to hang on to things I despise. anyway

It's said and done. I had my fun and I'm sure everyone else in the band did too.  We weren't going to go anywhere either way and don't say that we were... that was one plan for the band as well.  We drove out of town, no one bought shit.. even if it was free... maybe because the shirt design was very lame. ha .. It was a great experience and I feel that we will all learn from it, and move on to better things.

OVER&OUT
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