heartless bastard
well here i am telling my desperate attempts at love and sooner or later loss. Well here it goes Im in love with a man who will never love me back. What makes it worse is we are good friends and talk a couple times a week. And sleep together once in a while. I could easily forget him if the sex was horrible but its the exact opposite. His name is Rob. We have known each other for about five years the first time we were together was five years ago and then we didnt talk for about 3 or so years. But he moved in across the street and the rest is my horrible fate. He tells me that he will never date me because i have kids. What the fuck does that have to do with him? Im not looking for a new daddy for my kids they already have one. My friends seem to think that he is just playing mind games with me but he has been honest with me from the beginning. Im just a glutton for punishment I guess cause I keep calling and swooning over him. Maybe i just need to stop talking to him for a while. I dont think I could do that though. He is a really good friend and hes important to me as my friend. Im so fucked up.