errhhrhhrh
so life goes on
I took jessica's advice and decided to pray a simple prayer, if you want me to tell her something then give me time to. Thank you Lord, I prayed it all night, and some of the day. So we were watching the Clemson Carolina game *yay, unexcited, and like so after wards, adele and austin left, leaving me and Anna alone to just speak on some issues and talk about stuff and things. We talked about who was going to heaven, and prediestination, and things like that. Then right as she was about to leave, I was like wait, as im a slacker and decided you know my hearts not racing for any reason, and i've prayed about it, she coulda left with austin and adele so I might as well. I told anna, that I liked her, it took so much out of me, made me so uncomfortable, I hated it, I wannated the moment to die, GOSH. But the Lord does things odly and makes things happen in different ways. I guess maybe something will just leave my chest and make life easier.
maybe it's what's been intended for ever. but im glad I got it out
im glad I did
b/c I told my self not to disobey God again, next time I ask some stupid question and he gives the answer
or when to do it
or what ever
so that was my night
game wouldn't have been fun with out them
life's kinda interesting now
idk how to take it
scared 1/2 to death that we won't be friends any more
and there's not hopefully that it will work out
b/c which ever way it happens
God will make it happen that way
I took jessica's advice and decided to pray a simple prayer, if you want me to tell her something then give me time to. Thank you Lord, I prayed it all night, and some of the day. So we were watching the Clemson Carolina game *yay, unexcited, and like so after wards, adele and austin left, leaving me and Anna alone to just speak on some issues and talk about stuff and things. We talked about who was going to heaven, and prediestination, and things like that. Then right as she was about to leave, I was like wait, as im a slacker and decided you know my hearts not racing for any reason, and i've prayed about it, she coulda left with austin and adele so I might as well. I told anna, that I liked her, it took so much out of me, made me so uncomfortable, I hated it, I wannated the moment to die, GOSH. But the Lord does things odly and makes things happen in different ways. I guess maybe something will just leave my chest and make life easier.
maybe it's what's been intended for ever. but im glad I got it out
im glad I did
b/c I told my self not to disobey God again, next time I ask some stupid question and he gives the answer
or when to do it
or what ever
so that was my night
game wouldn't have been fun with out them
life's kinda interesting now
idk how to take it
scared 1/2 to death that we won't be friends any more
and there's not hopefully that it will work out
b/c which ever way it happens
God will make it happen that way