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I've found a strange peace in the chaos that has quickly become my life. Early mornings and conversations with people, loud music and Disney movies.. Responsibilities and business relationships... So much happening I feel there aren't enuff hours in the day... And most of the time there aren't... :-(
Mom called last nite and told me the latest on paw paw, that Xander was having withdrawls from Adley, and Ali had spent the nite.... I asked if there was anything else she wanted to tell me to depress me.... And it sucks, cuz by the end of next week, I'll be gone even more... :-(
I saw Ryan the other day... That was awesome! He seemed so happy and talked sooooooo much!! Lol we didn't argue for a nice change. We were able to sit down and discuss out fave bible verses and compare testamonies and blessings. It was great! Its been a year since we started hangin out and we were thinkin of all the changes that have taken place and what we've all been thru... It's been amazing! And hopefully there r many more memories to come!!!
>.< overall, life has become fun... It all feels real again and i feel a sense of purpose. I was not in a good place a few months ago... As much as I still try to deny it, I kno one day I'll have to face those demons head on once and for all, but for now, building up the confidence and strength for that battle has been keeping me busy and feeling alive...
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