reflections
The decisions you make today are ALWAYS going to effect your future... A wise man told me that a long time ago and its something i think abt daily. I told someone that earlier today.. a simple truth most people overlook.
Went to the new shop today and set up a little. Moved all the counters into place and hung some shelves. Its getting a little exciting! I'm MORE than ready to be in my apartment. All my stuff is there, and every time I visit, it looks more and more like a little "home"... lol. My ac is messed up right now and has to be replaced, so i'm not too sad that I'm not there, tho I do HATE the idea that the maintence guy is free to come and go in my place as he needs. I understand I guess.. but dont like it, knowing I'm an hour and half away...
Ryan and I got into ANOTHER arguement. Religion has become a VERY touchy subject and has come close to ending our friendship quite a few times recently. Him and his older brother kicked his younger brother out of their MOTHERS house because Jordan got tired of having religion and the bible shoved down his throat and stood up for himself. Granted he did blow up first and like a stupid kid, said things he shouldn't have... but it wasnt bad enough to send him out on his own AND take his car away, that his grandparents just gave him, as well as the truck he was previously driving. I couldnt believe it. This all came straight frome Ryan.. not Jordan. I havent heard his side of the story.. i have no idea where he is actually.. but anyways, things got kind of heated btw Ry and I and I swear if he'd have been near me I'd have taken his own bible and beat him with it!
Now, I will be honest, he brought up some good points (and this is me admitting this to myself.. again... more than anything).. tho i'd never tell him that. Its btw God and I. Somethings gotta give... Its so close, I can feel it. Terrifies me most of the time. I really cant keep going like this tho.. Decisions, decisions... always there. I miss that plug, terribly tho. *grr!* I finally told him I was tired of arguing. I hoped one day we could talk about our Father and not argue... He agreed we needed to chill and I guess I'm goin out to Deville Sunday to see the plug get baptised....
I love my little laptop... I named my mouse Squee.. lol. I'm interested to see how long it lasts tho, i've "misplaced" it, twice already.. lol. Music is my addicition, and the net gives me my fix. My little 160 gig hard drive will be full before i know it, so somebody PLEASE help me get a cheap external.. lol!!
3 yr olds are freakin amazing creatures.. heehee. Ive been spending a lot of time with one. She's so freakin smart it hurts. She JUST turned 3 btw, and you can quite literally sit down and have a conversation with you and understand most of it.. I'm in love! lol!! missing ali terribly tho!!
Anyways, my battery is dying so i'm done for now I guess..
Went to the new shop today and set up a little. Moved all the counters into place and hung some shelves. Its getting a little exciting! I'm MORE than ready to be in my apartment. All my stuff is there, and every time I visit, it looks more and more like a little "home"... lol. My ac is messed up right now and has to be replaced, so i'm not too sad that I'm not there, tho I do HATE the idea that the maintence guy is free to come and go in my place as he needs. I understand I guess.. but dont like it, knowing I'm an hour and half away...
Ryan and I got into ANOTHER arguement. Religion has become a VERY touchy subject and has come close to ending our friendship quite a few times recently. Him and his older brother kicked his younger brother out of their MOTHERS house because Jordan got tired of having religion and the bible shoved down his throat and stood up for himself. Granted he did blow up first and like a stupid kid, said things he shouldn't have... but it wasnt bad enough to send him out on his own AND take his car away, that his grandparents just gave him, as well as the truck he was previously driving. I couldnt believe it. This all came straight frome Ryan.. not Jordan. I havent heard his side of the story.. i have no idea where he is actually.. but anyways, things got kind of heated btw Ry and I and I swear if he'd have been near me I'd have taken his own bible and beat him with it!
Now, I will be honest, he brought up some good points (and this is me admitting this to myself.. again... more than anything).. tho i'd never tell him that. Its btw God and I. Somethings gotta give... Its so close, I can feel it. Terrifies me most of the time. I really cant keep going like this tho.. Decisions, decisions... always there. I miss that plug, terribly tho. *grr!* I finally told him I was tired of arguing. I hoped one day we could talk about our Father and not argue... He agreed we needed to chill and I guess I'm goin out to Deville Sunday to see the plug get baptised....
I love my little laptop... I named my mouse Squee.. lol. I'm interested to see how long it lasts tho, i've "misplaced" it, twice already.. lol. Music is my addicition, and the net gives me my fix. My little 160 gig hard drive will be full before i know it, so somebody PLEASE help me get a cheap external.. lol!!
3 yr olds are freakin amazing creatures.. heehee. Ive been spending a lot of time with one. She's so freakin smart it hurts. She JUST turned 3 btw, and you can quite literally sit down and have a conversation with you and understand most of it.. I'm in love! lol!! missing ali terribly tho!!
Anyways, my battery is dying so i'm done for now I guess..