How...
I never quite know what I want to say, and it never comes out right anyways.
I'll sit here forever and ever and ever, thinking on end about nothing forever and ever and ever again. I can't quite get out those feelings I have, the ones so faint inside. I can't quite describe the coldness inside, I can't quite tell you I've already died. I don't know how to tell you i can listen but i can't speak. I dont know how to tell you its always just been me. I dont know how to put it, the fact I have to try to care. I don't know how to tell you, there's nothing in there. Stop looking for that heart you swear I have. Don't start trying to pitty me. Don't try to control and guess my every move. I don't know how to tell you its all been done before. I can't quite get out the words to inform you that i'm not that sweet girl anymore. I can't bring it forward to break your heart, and let you know from the start. How else can I write those abused words, how else can i say i'm empty inside. What will let my tongue spit out those feelings that I dont have. What can I do to let you know?
What can I do to let you see there is nothing you can do to save me. What is there to say that lets you know i've let go of almost everything. That only one person seems true and dear to me? How can i jabber about how I care, when i didn't know what it meant. How can I stop abusing the words so i can let you know i'd be sorry if i could be. I'd feel those emotions you express so close to your heart. I would like to share the feelings i knew i once had, in a day before i died. I would most likley enjoy the friendship you've offered. But sadly, its a lie. I cannot trust what I do not know, i cannot give into the things i cannot feel. How can i tell you everything inside, all those emotions i feel...When all that was inside me, has already dissapeared?
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With all these words I say to you... None of them will reach you. But I hope you all know, I do love you. And with hard times comes hard partings, but one day all will be great again. All we have to do, is want to be together again. Friendships wont die, they my wither but with some water they can sprout again... I'm always willing to take a chance... Are you?
I'll sit here forever and ever and ever, thinking on end about nothing forever and ever and ever again. I can't quite get out those feelings I have, the ones so faint inside. I can't quite describe the coldness inside, I can't quite tell you I've already died. I don't know how to tell you i can listen but i can't speak. I dont know how to tell you its always just been me. I dont know how to put it, the fact I have to try to care. I don't know how to tell you, there's nothing in there. Stop looking for that heart you swear I have. Don't start trying to pitty me. Don't try to control and guess my every move. I don't know how to tell you its all been done before. I can't quite get out the words to inform you that i'm not that sweet girl anymore. I can't bring it forward to break your heart, and let you know from the start. How else can I write those abused words, how else can i say i'm empty inside. What will let my tongue spit out those feelings that I dont have. What can I do to let you know?
What can I do to let you see there is nothing you can do to save me. What is there to say that lets you know i've let go of almost everything. That only one person seems true and dear to me? How can i jabber about how I care, when i didn't know what it meant. How can I stop abusing the words so i can let you know i'd be sorry if i could be. I'd feel those emotions you express so close to your heart. I would like to share the feelings i knew i once had, in a day before i died. I would most likley enjoy the friendship you've offered. But sadly, its a lie. I cannot trust what I do not know, i cannot give into the things i cannot feel. How can i tell you everything inside, all those emotions i feel...When all that was inside me, has already dissapeared?
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With all these words I say to you... None of them will reach you. But I hope you all know, I do love you. And with hard times comes hard partings, but one day all will be great again. All we have to do, is want to be together again. Friendships wont die, they my wither but with some water they can sprout again... I'm always willing to take a chance... Are you?