The Heart & Truth of The Matter
Wow. Live journal has changed since I was last here. I’m so glad it’s still here. I should probably join a premium to support.
Haven’t I matured?
….
A dream came true about a month ago and I’m finding dreams are overrated.
I’m a head coach at a rival school. Not any closer to home.
I’ve hoped this change would change us.
But I think she’s on her own.
I’m sitting in the garage of a house that I rent smoking and paranoid bout getting caught.
I’ve got a whole lot of work to do but I just wish I did not.
I’m addicted to MJ
And I don’t think I can stop
I don’t want to cuz
It helps with the feelings I’ve lost.
…. She is my rock and I don’t deserve her love. And that is the heart and the truth of it.