I forgot I called you bear...
"I'm glad that we are friends. But in all honesty, I think we were friends from the very start and, if you remember, there would be times during the course of our relationship where I would simply say that I'm glad that you're my friend or something along those lines. Well I'm happy that this will continue."
and I also forgot that you wrote these words. I almost started to cry when I read them tonight because I don't think you feel this way anymore...and maybe I deserve that. I don't know. The funny thing is that I know you won't read this...I am writing down for myself. This place has always been a strange form of therapy for me. Maybe I'm also writing here because as much as I want to talk to you about this and so much more, I don't feel like I have a place to now. Like it's *not right* and if I was a good person I would leave you alone with any of my feelings are thoughts on us or the past. *Ladies and Gentlemen...she does it so well, with such ease!* Go run and hide now..hide all your feelings....type it all away in that damn on-line journal of yours.
and I also forgot that you wrote these words. I almost started to cry when I read them tonight because I don't think you feel this way anymore...and maybe I deserve that. I don't know. The funny thing is that I know you won't read this...I am writing down for myself. This place has always been a strange form of therapy for me. Maybe I'm also writing here because as much as I want to talk to you about this and so much more, I don't feel like I have a place to now. Like it's *not right* and if I was a good person I would leave you alone with any of my feelings are thoughts on us or the past. *Ladies and Gentlemen...she does it so well, with such ease!* Go run and hide now..hide all your feelings....type it all away in that damn on-line journal of yours.